February 6, 2009

  • I am so depressed...there is nothing to do...gosh, after losing so much...how much worse could my life get?

    Things are always bad before they get better...and this is just another one of those experiences...

    I accept my past...I have to - to move on. I got to move on no matter how bitter and outraged I am.

    I'll keep myself busy for the next few years...this is so - TERRIBLE.

    After 3 years...everything I worked so hard for - vanished in a blink of an eye...

    Why oh why do I have to go through this?

     

    I have been torn by love...now I am pretty much alone in this universe...I have to accept it no matter how terrible it is - for the moment at least.

    I can't get back my stuff...but I can get it for myself...someday, I am going to reward myself...and she'll come along - I give up looking. What is the point? I am too angered to see what is happening around me...

     

    Xinyu Hu