August 9, 2009

  • Just another illusion...

    It is hopeless...for now. I have not had much success or any success at all. But, eh, life is life. Being rejected is and should be the least of my worries...right now. I think. Whatever, it was infatuation. That is all. Infatuation. Failed, but, at least we confirmed the worst, and now...just move on, and get out fast.

    Rejection is a normal part of life. There is nothing anyone can do about it, but to understand it. It is alright. Nothing gained, and nothing lost. Besides, it is not like there is much we can do about it...yet.

    D.h.t - Listen to your heart

    I know there's something in the wake of your smile
    I get a notion from the look in your eyes, yeah
    you've built a love but that love falls apart
    your little piece of heaven turns too dark

    listen to your heart
    when he's calling for you
    listen to your heart
    there's nothing else you can do
    I don't know where you're going
    and I don't know why
    but listen to your heart
    before you tell him goodbye

    sometimes you wonder if this fight is worthwhile
    the precious moments are all lost in the tide, yeah
    they're swept away and nothing is what is seems
    the feeling of belonging to your dreams

    listen to your heart
    when he's calling for you
    listen to your heart
    there's nothing else you can do
    I don't know where you're going
    and I don't know why
    but listen to your heart
    before you tell him goodbye

    and there are voices
    that want to be heard
    so much to mention
    but you can't find the words
    the scent of magic
    the beauty that's been
    when love was wilder than the wind

    listen to your heart
    when he's calling for you
    listen to your heart
    there's nothing else you can do
    I don't know where you're going
    and I don't know why
    but listen to your heart
    before you tell him goodbye

    Listen to your heart....mm..mmm

    I don't know where you're going
    and I don't know why
    but listen to your heart
    before you tell him goodbye

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    That is right. I am powerless. I am so - weak, and feable compared to fate. What am I to do but to stoically accept my latest demise?

    Of course, this requires a massive change in strategy. I should just ignore her for good now. Instead, it would be better to do things...in a new way. Instead, to just wait it out. Abide my time, and be patient. Prudence. Secrecy.

    That is our design.