November 4, 2009

• Why Causing Chaos is FUN

  I enjoy controversy and being a pain in the ass for society. I like it because it allows me to engage with other people. I have been a loner for so long, so, I figure, causing trouble is a fun and very creative way of doing things. After all, I do have all this free time.

  One of the most recent set of troubles I have run into includes facing my teachers about how they teach something, and a gang of students who absolutely hate me because I speak my mind. I have to speak my mind to someone, somewhere...right

  

  After all, if you are fucking lonely, bored, and have been ticked off so much in the past two years...what the fuck should anyone expect? That you should just caually forget about all the terrrible, shameful, embarassing moments of your pitiful life? Of course not. I remember all my sins, my crimes, and my atrocities on a psychological level. Recently, just within the past 24 hours I nearly got into shit the college and the Associate Dean for something I did nearly a month ago. Geezes. Give me a break. I just want to feel like I am ALIVE. So, I use my passions and my obsessions to catalyze and create that momentum of "life."

  In my personal relationship life...I have no relationship. I have been single for a year already. I am not available right now though ladies...not yet. I am too fucking busy making a life of fame and infamy for myself and othes to even get a relationship. I hardly even have a relationship with myself...(well, I do - it is just unstable)...so how could I possibly bother having another relationship with another woman? Screw that.

  Call me an asshole. I am proud of it....for now.

   

   

   

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