Work, Relationships, a lot of things are happening these days...

Funny, I am very curious and fascinated by the Tarot Cards...they are indeed mystical if not intriguing. They are beautiful symbols of our human mind and condition...and how we can change it.

Last night was cool - talked to new people and people I haven't seen in ages...and so far, based on my most recent reading - damn - it is accurate. So far, by the looks of it - the answer is Yes - you are my soul mate, and yes, I believe that I might have to go through a period of - personal warfare - but yes, we are soul mates. Although there might be a few - problems along the way. Whatever they may be babe - I swear, we'll get through it. Whatever it takes.

I look forward to our personal, private meeting sometime next week. I can't wait - I look forward to actually - doing things with you - in person.

Thanks for your kind words in your most recent weblog. I love it. Hope you see my Protected entry for more details of my response to your post...

I hope whatever you do today, have fun with the other guys...

I miss you quite a bit already - but today, got to do what I got to do...which is a lot of stuff....

I will call you Sunday to arrange for next Wednesday's meeting. Yeash...so much emotions these days...not even funny. Oh well, it will just be a little while before things get back to normal. The sooner things are back to normal and certain - things are taken care of, the sooner I can stop feeling nervous in front of the other guys - which, unfortunately, I am not very familiar with - not a social guy. I notced that yesterday I was relatively quiet - and acted pretty kindly (although I swear I would have done a lot better if only I had done better)...and hopefully, next we meet, I will improve upon some of my social skills...

Love You

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 XINYU HU

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I will first begin this entry by dealing with, "Valentines Day." Now, even though I was single...I still find Valentines's Day's existence to be highly questionable. Now, we don't need a, "norm" of any kind whatsoever to tell us (those of us in couples) how to act and how to show our love for our mate. And Valentines's Day is a Pagan holiday - the celebration of FERTILITY before the Spring Equinox. We know how to do that even without a day like, "Valentines Day." It is just a commercialized and materialized money grab by the corporate and Satanic/Paganistic interests of the globe. Simple as that - WE DO NOT NEED AN ESTABLISHED NORM to tell us - whether single or couples how to, "act" and, "behave." Love is something that knows no holiday, no celebrations, no time, and no boundaries. We simply can not rely on a bunch of corporate elites to tell us when and how to show those we love - we love them. Therefore, it is useless and meaningless because there is not one day - NOT ONE DAY that we do not love the person or people we love - it is everyday and it is obvious that even if it weren't Valentines Day we still feel love do we not? Or at least yearn for it? Or even think about it? If we only show those we love in a one day thing, then I would be greatly saddened and pity those who buy this concept. Valentines would have been the same if it did not exist - we love one another regardless of the day or time of the year. Love is beyond space and time and beyond the control or of the need to celebrate such a holiday - considering I still went to work as usual, and my love still did her thing - it is not like we all gave up going to work or school or anything to do that. Love happens regardless of the day or time of the year or whatever. Therefore, this celebration is rendered meaningless and useless since love does not demand nor require couples or singles to feel disappointed or overly proud just because they are what and who they are.

Secondly - Christmas. Why the hell do we spend one day of the entire year just to celebrate the birth of, "Christ?" Why can't we seem to separate the concept of presents and gifts (which are material) and the essence of Christ himself? Surely we are not stooped to a level that is so low that we are wholly dependent on giving gifts but not remembering WHY CHRIST DIED ON THE CROSS? Sure, gifts and presents are nice - they show people that you care and appreciate them and act as symbols (as that is what I always do with gifts to my friends or family members)...but I am just saying - let the gift giving be any day of the year and let us also remember why Christ died and how we can become more of a savior of ourselves so then we may be saved and save others as well. There is no point in asking to be saved yet you do not save yourself. We all have the power of Christ within us - the CHI energy as it is called in China. We are all just as capable of Christ and more - because Christ showed us the way and he (the Catholic Church or the Church of Saturn or Shatain or Satan) did teach us the way to liberation and salvation from this form of reality. Love is the Eleventh Commandment - love ourselves and love one another. It is easier said than done but we can all do it - by BELIEVING WE CAN DO IT.

Thirdly - Halloween. Okay - this first issue is with parents and kids. FUCKING PARENTS - why the hell do you dress up - it is for the kids to dress up - not us. We are grown people - don't you think in about a decade or so when your kid grows up they are going to think of you parents as being total idiots and lunatics because you dressed up for something that is solely for CHILDREN? And what about the Satanic element of Halloween? Leave this day for Satanists and Pagans. We the people are not associated with these Demon Worshippers. Surely we must all realize that Halloween is a Satanic and Pagan holiday - just like the two above - Valentines Day and Christmas. Christ was not born on Christmas Day (that is the Yule of Pagans) - in fact, I am not even sure when he was born but that to me is irrelevant - just remember he was born but not on the day we thought he was and being told by our Authorities, and Valentines Day is just another Satanic holiday that is the Pagans celebrate. We are neither Pagans nor Satanists, and it is time to grow up.

It is about time we give up such silly celebrations and holidays and remember who is in control here - us or THEM?

Yours, love

XINYU HU

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Until we make the right choice to be free on December 21st, 2012 at 11:11 am - we are not free. It is a problem of choice. It is a problem of choosing which side we will be in - ending this ragtag System of Control - considering this is the SIXTH time we have repeated the matrix - the matrix of our entire existence should not be based on these pointless holidays and celebrations. WE are explorers of the universe and the cosmos. On the Winter Solstice (or Summer Solstice on the Southern Hemisphere) - it is Judgment Day. THE universe and the cosmos will recreate itself and a new paradigm shift will begin. It is our chance to let go of these silly Satanic and Luciferic Rituals like Valentines Day, Halloween, Christmas, and Easter - they're all of Pagan or Satanic origins. We are the true masters of this universe not those who control us through coercion and manipulation through fear and indoctrination.

The Architect and his partner the Oracle can be defeated if and only if we make the right choice on that fateful day. Forget body survival - think about spiritual survival. It is our chance to be free and it is our only chance to be free.

If anyone of us make an error or a stupid decision on December 21st, 2012 - 11:11 am - then we'll have to go on to Version 7.0 of this Matrix of control and conformity. We can break this gear and this machine of corruption and hatred. WE just simply have to love one another. Love is the answer and knowledge. We will.

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 11:11 or 2K is our time - our Final Destination. Judgment Day.

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I love these quotes...they are very exceptional...my favourite one is the one by David Friedman and George Carlin...especially George Carlin - that is so true of so many people...

People think that they can get away with being dishonest (myself included) - human nature...very intriguing...

Anyhow, I really miss you a lot lately...

I want to hang out with you asap...meaning tomorrow if possible or Wednesday.

You're my babe...and a very special Lady...

I just wanted to basically show you people these lovely quotes and to STIMULATE your brains to think - which I hope is what we do more of these days...and also to tell you how much I miss you and love you...

I also got a cell today - so, yeah!

Alas - love is wonderful.

I love you...you know who you are...

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Yours, with care and love

XINYU HU

Today is just one of the days towards the end. The end is near. I believe that 11:11 or 2K is very intriguing and mystical. Surprisingly - C K is a code as it would appear for the number, "33" since 12-21 adds up to 33 and it would be more accurate for the Winter Solstice of 2012 to occur on 11:11:11 am since it would also add up to 33.

Funny - I realized that C K is really 33 hidden since C is the third letter of the alphabet and that is our favourite number - and 11 is a sacred, occult number used by high level initiates of the Illuminati.

Today is the 44th day of the year, or 8...and also it is the 13th day of the second month of the year 2008...

This means - therefore that the Eye of Providence must have had a big but simple plan for the future of the world and who knows...perhaps even for us?

Yours, with love and much mystery of the adept and mystical...

XINYU HU

Time: 11:11 am of December 21st, 2012, 21st Century.

Event: The Oroborus or Levithan biting its own tail as the Sun (Leo, Neo - Compass Rose - 33 1/3 being the perfect number) rises and ignites the Oroborus as the nest for the Anti-Christ or the Phoenix.

11:11:11.11, 21 Dec, 2012

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This is fascinating. Looking forward to that date and that time. Wonder where and who would I be with?

That I know not, but whatever happens, it better be good.

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I personally love the concept of Galactic Alignment. I must and we must all be living in a great time for the galaxy and the cosmos. It is amusing - very fascinating. I find it hard to believe that in my lifetime and the lifetime of so many other people that we will be witnessing and living through the most important and pivotal moment of history. The sacred number - 11 - if you notice is repeated in the event of Galactic Alignment. I think the 11 in 9/11 of 2001 has something to do with Galactic Alignment and the necessity of those in power and control to keep us in the under control...

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Yours, with love

XINYU HU

I have decided to formally quit the Trinity Society...

Due to mostly awful memories...tragedies and hopes of a time long ago...

Therefore - I will now create a new blogring just for those who have initiative and are truly my friends.

It is time I believe to abandon the Trinity Society. It is not working in a, "trinity" anyhow. But - it is in - another way - how that is so, I will no bother explaining.

This is my choice.

Yours, love

XINYU HU, Lord X

Now, a new entry on a new day...no doubt I am writing like crazy. Fuck - yeah.

Just look outside that window - it is insane out there - I mean, I have never witnessed the weather as being this terrible before. It is literally a war out there - Mother Nature is gonna get us back for all the shit we have done to her for sure...

For crying out loud - let us just be friends - okay? EVERYONE. Let us let go of our fucking differences and just cheer up and chillax a bit. I think this snow storm should and ought to teach everyone - including myself a lesson about the values of Mother Naure and time with friends and family. This snow storm is the biggest and largest and most fearsome I have ever witnessed my entire life. I mean - I fucking went out there WORKING - working at KFC I meant. Can anyone imagine? Working an entire night shift at some distant, place in the middle of a desert that is covered with snow - very little housing, lots of snow, and generally speaking a living hell. I can't imagine any reason for anyone to go out there and buy chicken unless they have nowhere else to go and need to eat something. That would understand - but seriously - it is freaking hell out there...

I suggest people stay home, love someone, and hang around with people that actually gives a fuck about them. That is my recommendation on an insane day like today.

Going off topic - I haven't seen TV in AGES - I am so OUT OF IT. I am not aware of what is going on in the States except for perhaps a few candidates for the U.S. Presidency stepping down and giving up their chance at office. And as far as Iran, Iraq, Israel, Palestine, and Pakistan are concerned - well, all that entire region along the 33 1/3 parallel more or less is in HELL. Everyday people die, people terrorize each other, people get murdered, maimed, hacked, or even blown to death. I seriously hope we do something about it. We got to just simply LOVE one another and ourselves. We need not fear love for what it is - it is precious and it is our one and most powerful savior. Fuck the United Nations, "General Assembly" and its police-state foundations of rich people who don't give a shit or a fuck about people getting murdered everyday.

I am honestly getting sick of being so out of it - yet, I am slowly losing the influence that TV and electronics once had upon me. I am no longer hypnotized very easily or suddenly. I am self-aware and self-conscious.

That is my message to the world  and myself. LOVE. Or at least - I learnt that from many, many teachers...

Yours, with love

XINYU HU

Lord X

Well, what can I say? Work has been a living hell these days - especially on Tuesday, but now these days - after I posted a certain - protected entry - there has been three consecutive snow storms in about three days.

Now, this is really awkward because I must have done some sort of magic trick or some sort of amnesia to get these things to happen. I can't believe there is a winter storm these days - this big! About nearly 33 cm of snow - I bet in total after these days of winter storms are over.

Perhaps this is a symbol of some kind. Surely the Oroborus is about to bite its own tail like Levithan of ages long ago? This is no coincidence after that protected posting is it?

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I base my living on crazy, and it is something that - inevitably I have come to accept, cherish, nurtured and love.

"It is the soldier, not the reporter,
who has given us Freedom of Press.
It is the soldier, not the poet,
who has given us Freedom of Speech.
It is the soldier, not the campus organizer,
who has given us the Freedom to Demonstrate.
It is the soldier, who salutes the flag,
who serves beneath the flag, and whose coffin is draped by the flag
that allows the protester to burn the flag." -ASC

I would say, I am a freedom soldier. I am a reporter, a poet, a campus organizer, and a freelance journalist. I am - well, a freedom fighter - does that make me a SOLDIER too? Or suppose instead I am called a, "terrorist?" What then? Does that make me a soldier anyhow?

The way I see it - I am my own personal soldier. I don't stand behind any flag, any organization, any corporation, any secret society, any nation, or any supranational interest. I represent myself and all those who would die fighting for liberty and justice.

That is me.

Yours, with love

XINYU HU

I am watching V for Vendenta, an amazing and fascinating movie about a, `freedom fighter` who uses terrorist tactics to free London from a fascist disctatorship known as Norsefire - whose symbol greatly resembles the double cross in Exxon Mobil`s logo.

The strange thing is - there is a lot of weird symbolism - the symbol, ``V.`` V is probably for the V that is hidden in the Satanic pentagram.

A nice movie I must agree it is just it came out at a time when the Global Elite or the Illuminati are at their total control of the world.

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Good news - aside from the V for Vendenta phenonema - I have just won two streaks of Level Two Chess Titans. It is probably because of my high level of determination to win in chess and also to have fun. Whatever. Not a big deal.  If I win, I win. If I lose, I lose. Winning is no different than losing if I only know and learn from my victory or defeats.

Playing this game requires great patience and knowledge of what to sacrifice and how to sacrifice it. It is a game of determation, wit, cunning, and deception.

It is a beautiful game - the traps, the sacrifices, the tricks, the copy-cat moves, and the imagination and knowledge of the ability to endure crap - that is a million losses for a hundred wins. I think in the end, it is all worth it because in the end - suffering brings about serenity and peace. In order to play this game of Chess you need great capbility and skill. It is a game like no other - except for perhaps Monopoly - mostly. It is a grand game of strategy and caution - always fun and enjoyable and it brings me great joy whether or not I win or lose - because I am essentially indifferent and emotionally disassociated from it. Yet, at the same time - I learn from it.

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These days there have been so much work. It is not funny - I got to work four days in a row next week, and not only that - I am going to need to have great perserverance and committment to the job - although I really would like to switch jobs soon - but I might have to wait a little while. Endure, strength, power - patience and care are needed for the next few days of hell. As if today does not feel like hell - to an extent - still though, heaven arrives through the gates of hell...and it will bring about salvation and sovereignty to all. I still need to suffer a bit more before I go back to school so then that way I am more focused and concentrated than before - since a long time ago I slacked off and took the value of EDUCATION for granted. Not anymore once I figure out a place for school. I will only take courses I like and may be a few courses for starters anyways. Besides - everyday now I am doing math now - KUMON mathematics. It is crucial that I learn it because it is special - I need to keep my brain working and functioning. I fear it might break down or something if I am not careful.

I guess that attributes to my victories in Chess...it was a great mental workout.

Yours, with love and love you always Lady of Flowers

XINYU HU