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  • Jim Brickman / Michelle Wright - Your Love


    It's not the flowers, wrapped in fancy paper
    It's not the ring, I wear around my finger
    There's nothing in all the world I need
    When I have you here beside me, here beside me


    So you could give me wings to fly
    And catch me if I fall
    Or pull the stars down from the sky
    So I could wish on them all
    But I couldn't ask for more
    'Cause your love is the greatest gift of all


    In your arms, I found a strength inside me
    And in your eyes, there's a light to guide me
    I would be lost without you
    And all that my heart could ever want has come true


    So you could give me wings to fly
    And catch me if I fall
    Or pull the stars down from the sky
    SoI could wish on them all
    But I couldn't ask for more
    'Cause your love is the greatest gift of all


    You could offer me the sun, the moon
    And I would still believe
    You gave me everything
    When you gave your heart to me


    But I couldn't ask for more
    'Cause your love is the greatest gift of all


    You could give me wings to fly
    And catch me if I fall
    Or pull the stars down from the sky
    So I could wish on them all
    But I couldn't ask for more
    'Cause your love is the greatest gift of all
    Your love is the greatest gift of all
    Greatest gift of all


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    Sarah McLachlan - Ordinary Miracle


    It’s not that unusual
    When everything is beautiful.
    It’s just another ordinary miracle today.

    The sky knows when its time to snow,
    Don’t need to teach a seed to grow.
    It’s just another ordinary miracle today.

    Life is like a gift they say
    Wrapped up for you everyday;
    Open up and find a way
    To give some of your own.

    Isn’t it remarkable?
    Like every time a rain drop falls,
    It’s just another ordinary miracle today.

    Birds in winter have their fling
    But always make it home by spring.
    It’s just another ordinary miracle today.
    [Ordinary Miracle lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]


    When you wake up everyday
    Please don’t throw your dreams away;
    Hold them close to your heart
    Cause we’re all a part
    Of the ordinary miracle.
    Ordinary miracle

    Do you want to see a miracle?
    ohh ohh ohh, ohhh ohh ohh...

    It seems so exceptional
    That things just work out after all.
    It’s just another ordinary miracle today.

    Sun comes up and shines so bright
    And disappears again at night.
    It’s just another ordinary miracle today.
    ohh ohh ohh, ohh ohhh ohh...
    It’s just another ordinary miracle today.


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    Alannah Myles - Love Is lyrics


    Hard to get
    Impossible to hold
    Straight and narrow
    Like a burning fuse
    In a long cold dawn
    By the side of the road
    A hopeless case
    A perfect thing

    Love is ( love is )
    What you want it to be
    Love is ( love is )
    Heaven to the lonely
    Show me
    What you want me to do
    Cause love is
    What I got for you

    I close my eyes
    Search the stars
    Call for help
    Wake up cold
    You're in my system
    Under my skin
    Raw emotion
    Please don't go

    Love is ( love is )
    What you want it to be
    Love is ( love is )
    Heaven to the lonely
    Show me
    What you want me to do
    Cause love is
    What I got for you

    Can't live on promises
    Won't sleep at night
    Don't understand the things you say
    Till I read them in your eyes
    Got to run on instinct
    Got to go by feel
    Got to trust my senses
    Know it is for real
    Can't live on promises
    Won't sleep at night
    Don't understand the things you say
    Till I read them in your eyes
    Got to run on instinct
    Got to go by feel
    Got to trust my senses

    Love is ( love is )
    What you want it to be
    Love is ( love is )
    Heaven to the lonely
    Show me
    What you want me to do
    Cause love is
    What I got for you

    Love is ( love is )
    Love is ( love is )
    Show me


     

  • Have Faith...

    "If God puts you in it, God will pull you through it" - Delilah (or anonymous)...


    My latest inspiration is no doubt from the movie Accepted, an insane movie about a bunch of high school freshmen who were never accepted by any of the formal universities or colleges such as Princeton, Harvard, Yale, Stanford, or Columbia, they decided to form their own university, or college.


    IF ONLY!


    It was totally hilarious - I mean, it is crazy, it is an inspiration - if I could create my own fucking college - hell  I WOULD! Of course - if only I have a couple of more friends who would not mind the idea - like at least four or five friends who would not mind taking the risk of showing this corrupt and down-trodden education system that WE are the one's in CONTROL of OUR OWN EDUCATION.


    THEY SHOULD BE THE ONE's asking us what WE want to LEARN - not the other way around. WE are all learners and teachers...we are all creative and imaginative and have so much potential, energy, and spirit that we can be the one's in charge of our own life - fuck strict, rigid, doctrinal, othordox traditions of obeying orders, conformity, fearmongering, command-and-control, chain-of-command, heirarchy, cirriculum, punishment, destruction of the spirit within, and self-abomination in the name of self....


    NOW IS OUR CHANCE to take a chance and make a difference. It is like The Ulimate Gift - it is our ultimate gift. Life is so full of possibilities and means of creativity and imagination. WE can reach our own potential by not being drilled into being obedient robots, and start taking ACTION. We can protest, we can challenge and change this system.


    Because - to be honest - I don't give a fuck about cirriculum, or conformity, the System's rules of going to collge or university just to get a job that pays high but never teaches you anything ABOUT YOURSELF. Life and education is ABOUT YOU - about what YOU WANT, and about YOUR POTENTIALS. FUCK those cocksuckers in their little offices at school on the side of the administration - especially those in control of cirriculum and administration - we are in charge of our own education after high school. WE are not here to live a life of conformity and obedience, docility and servititude to a gang of ruthless thugs who just don't give a fuck about the money that they force us to spend on them....EDUCATION!


    Life is a big party in South Harmon Institute of Technology - a party, a place where people of every kind can learn what they want and without a rigid faculty. People can do whatever the fuck they want. I am now a SHITHEAD - and I AM PROUD.


    EDUCATION means letting yourself be yourself, and just being you. We should and ought to be allowed to be ourselves without the permission of a System that does not give a fuck or gives a shit about the people, about US.


    This is my inspiration - to be free - FOR EVER.


    I don't care and it doesn't matter anymore whether or not a new form of college does or does not conform to the established doctrines and dogmas of the day. We are who we are. WE are what we are. We are love, potential, and great spirits. WE are free beings, and being free is what life and education is all about. US.


    My new MOTTO: LIVE FREE, DIE HAPPY.



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    Today played DDR and some GHIII - pretty sick. I think I am gettting better at it. Thanks a lot Lady for coaching me and watching me embarass myself. Indeed - you are the best and most beautiful lady I have ever met and known in depth. Thanks a lot.


    Enough about my fantasies.


    Yours, with love


     


     


    XINYU HU


     


     


    P.S. SHITHEADS RULE!


     


     


     


     


     

  • The Brave New World of Today...

    My Views on the World of Today


    iF EVERYONE THINKS THAT THEY ARE BETTER THAN EVERYONE ELSE, THEN WHO IS THE BEST?


    pEOPLE UNDERSTAND THINGS BETTER WITH THEIR HEADS UP THEIR ASS.


    nOBODY IS EVER TRULY HAPPY BECAUSE THEY ALWAYS FIND SOMETHING TO COMPLAIN ABOUT.


    DON'T TRUST ANYONE BECAUSE DEEP DOWN INSIDE EVERBODY HATES EVERYONE TO A CERTAIN DEGREE...


    hUMANs ARE OVER POPULATED PESTS TO THE WORLD.


    pEOPLE ARE ONLY CAPABLE OF SOLVING PROBLEMS BY DESTROYING THEM, INSTEAD OF FIGURING THEM OUT...


    WE ARE NOT A DEMOCRACY, WE ARE CATTLE RAISED BY DONKEYS AND ELEPHANTS.


    WHY DO PEOPLE care SO MUCH ABOUT WHAT OTHER PEOPLE THINK WHEN THEY DON'T CARE ABOUT WHAT YOU THINK?


    THE WORLD IS RAN BY BLIND PEOPLE THAT ARE CONTROLLED BY DEAF PEOPLE.


    aCT OR ACCEPT.


    ='''*****~GhOsT~*****'''=


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    I wonder who this possibly could be? Reminds me of Ghost - another Ghost that is. Strange. Weird. Oh well, and why is the name, "Mark" appearing all over again? Then again, Lady is an expert at Guitar Hero, no doubt. Anyhow, got work to do today...a lot of shit in one day. So - please call me asap Lady regarding tomorrow's plans...? Are they still on?


    Not much going on in my life these days - just the same shit and anxious for tomorrow...are the plans still ON?


     


    Yours, with anxiety and nervousness....


     


    XINYU HU


     

  • My Personal Crossroads of Destiny...

    After having a discussion with some of my friends about my future I realize that I am now at a crossroads (I ask also to myself why oh why does it have to be on 1-27 or 3^3? or 3*3*3 or 333). This is an interesting time of my life. I have studied into the arcane secrets and the mysteries of the world. I also have to now decide how to save the world from its own ignorance and its naivete.


    I am in need of guidance these days...life ain't easy at all...considering now that I finally have back my computer: I MUST CONTROL MY LOVE FOR MY LAPTOP (or, to be more accurate - indifference to it). I am doing my best to control my cravings for internet and such.


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    PINK FLOYD - WE DON'T NEED NO EDUCATION...


    *You, Yes You, Stand Still Laddie!*

    When we grew up and went to school, there were certain teachers who would hurt the children anyway they could
    by pouring their derision upon anything we did
    exposing any weakness however carefully hidden by the kids.

    But in the town it was well known
    When they got home at night their fat and psychopathic wives
    Would thrash them within inches of their lives!

    ooooooooooooo, oooooooo, ooooooooooo, ooooooooo, ooooooooo, ooooooooo, oooo.

    We don't need no education
    We don’t need no thought control
    No dark sarcasm in the classroom
    Teachers leave them kids alone
    Hey! Teacher! Leave them kids alone!
    All in all it's just another brick in the wall.
    All in all you're just another brick in the wall.

    (A bunch of kids singing) We don't need no education
    We don’t need no thought control
    No dark sarcasm in the classroom
    Teachers leave them kids alone
    Hey! Teacher! Leave us kids alone!
    All in all it's just another brick in the wall.
    All in all you're just another brick in the wall.

    Spoken:
    "Wrong, Guess again!
    Wrong, Guess again!
    If you don't eat your meat, you can't have any pudding.
    How can you have any pudding if you don't eat your meat?
    You! Yes, you behind the bike sheds, stand still laddie!"


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    I am serious here - the question is how and by what method will I cope with the Education System, the stress and everything else. I have to deal with and eventually face my hatred of conformity and obedience. I have to eventually face the System and its corruption. I would not mind going back to University as long as I get to take the courses I want to take and live where I live - and do what I want to do in life that is both realistic and idealistic.


    One day I will be able to influence the education system and free it from its own corruption and encourage the students and my fellow men and women - or people to think and be free from a system that is oppressive and confusing in its own terms.


    I am determined to be free and free others. I will do it.


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    Yours, with love


     


    XINYU HU


     


     


     


     


     

  • 33 Goals Before I Die...

    I. Go out, engage and marry the lady of my dreams...


    II. Get a full-time job that is stable and that I love.


    III. Write and publish my own materials a freelance writer, journalist, critic, and comic.


    IV. Teach what I know to others regarding the grand conspiracy by the Global Elite or Illuminati to conquer and dominate the world.


    V. Form resistance organizations and small cells of dissent throughout North America specifically


    VI. Make more friends.


    VII. Follow the Motto and live by: "Don't rush, don't push."


    VIII. Follow the Motto and live by: "Liberty, Equality, Fraternity."


    IX. Follow the Principles of Falun Gong: "Truthfulness, Compassion, Forbearance."


    X. Follow Jesus' Command: "LOVE ONE ANOTHER."


    XI. Liberate as many people as possible from the System.


    XII. Study math, science, literature, symbolism, and as much as I can before I die.


    XIII. Study Philosophy, Politics, Psychology.


    XIV. Learn conventional and unconventional warfare.


    XV. Gain experience points in life by doing as many different things as possible - shock effect.


    XVI. Live in the Present not in the Past and not in non-existent or impossible Futures.


    XVII. To live humbly and with humility.


    XVIII. To do a better effort of connecting with GOD...the Spiritual Entity that created all life in the universe and beyond.


    XIX. To help out all those in need and guide all those who are either misled, lost or abandoned.


    XX. To be realistic and idealistic - pessimistic and optimistic.


    XXI. To balance out the Four Elements Within: Earth, Air, Fire, Water to form an understanding Spirit/Avatar


    XXII. To avoid being a hypocrite and avoid double-standards.


    XXIII. To EXPRESS LOVE, CARE, and ALL MY EMOTIONS IN A LOGICAL yet rational and also venting way that won't hurt anyone.


    XXIV. To be more positive as a person (I still am negative at times or evil thoughts sometimes creep into my consciousness).


    XXV. To avoid being arrogant, cocky, aggressive, a jerk or too assertive.


    XXVI. To never divorce the person I love.


    XXVII. To ensure that principles are realistic enough to be achieved and are made to serve PEOPLE.


    XXVIII. To become more extroverted and more flexible.


    XXIX. To be for ever OPEN-MINDED.


    XXX. To be free and independent.


    XXXI. Understand and live by the Four Noble Truths:



    1. The Nature of Suffering (Dukkha):
      "Now this ... is the noble truth of suffering: birth is suffering, aging is suffering, illness is suffering, death is suffering; union with what is displeasing is suffering; separation from what is pleasing is suffering; not to get what one wants is suffering; in brief, the five aggregates subject to clinging are suffering."[6]

    2. Suffering's Origin (Samudaya):
      "Now this ... is the noble truth of the origin of suffering: it is this craving which leads to renewed existence, accompanied by delight and lust, seeking delight here and there, that is, craving for sensual pleasures, craving for existence, craving for extermination."[6]

    3. Suffering's Cessation (Nirodha):
      "Now this ... is the noble truth of the cessation of suffering: it is the remainderless fading away and cessation of that same craving, the giving up and relinquishing of it, freedom from it, nonreliance on it."[6]

    4. The Way (Magga) Leading to the Cessation of Suffering:
      "Now this ... is the noble truth of the way leading to the cessation of suffering: it is the Noble Eightfold Path; that is, right view, right intention, right speech, right action, right livelihood, right effort, right mindfulness, right concentration.[9][10]

    Courtesy of Wikipedia


    XXXII. Follow the Noble Eightfold Path of the Buddha and seek Nirvana:



    • Wisdom (Sanskrit: prajñā, Pāli: paññā)


    1. Right view
    2. Right intention


    • Ethical conduct (Sanskrit: śīla, Pāli: sīla)


    3. Right speech
    4. Right action
    5. Right livelihood


    • Mental discipline (Sanskrit and Pāli: samādhi)


    6. Right effort
    7. Right mindfulness
    8. Right concentration

    Courtesy of Wikipedia 


    XXXIII. Be Enlightened and Free from Slavery.


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    The reason now, you may wonder is why would I not use numbers but instead use Roman Numerals? To not think in the, "NUMBER" mind-set and instead think in a more non-judgmental mind-set. And another reason why I did not use numbers is so then I don't neglect any one of them. It is a reminder to myself that just because they are numbered a certain way does not mean that any one of them is less or more important than any other. They are all equally significant and as such should be treated in that manner.


    I got to remember this entry for life and go back to it every so often from now on as a reminder to myself of what my goals in life are and how they can be achieved. Most of these are long term and I understand also that some of them are extremely personal. I highly recommend anyone who feel that they have something important to say about this entry to EMAIL me or to talk to me in PERSON instead. Please avoid commenting - but I will not close down the commenting boxes either - for the sake of letting everyone have their fair say into my goals and decisions. I just need support now. Anyone?


     


    Yours, love


     


    XINYU HU


     


     

  • Hope to All...

    Amanda Marshall
    Believe In You


    Somewhere there's a river
    Looking for a stream
    Somewhere there's a dreamer
    Looking for a dream
    Somewhere there's a drifter
    Trying to find his way
    Somewhere someone's waiting
    To hear somebody say
    CHORUS

    I believe in you
    I can't even count the ways that
    I believe in you
    And all I want to do is help you to
    Believe in you

    Somewhere there's an angel
    Trying to earn his wings
    Somewhere there's a silent voice
    Learning how to sing
    Some of us can't move ahead
    We're paralyzed with fear
    And everybody's listening
    'Cause we all need to hear
    CHORUS

    I will hold you up
    I will help you stand
    I will comfort you when you need a friend
    I will be the voice that's calling out

    I believe in you
    I can't even count the ways that
    I believe in you
    And all I want to do is show you
    I believe in you
    And there are just so many ways that
    I believe in you
    Baby, what else can I do but believe in you - believe in you
    All I want to know is you believe - believe in you


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    This is a song dedicated to myself and everyone around me - no matter who you are or where you come from. I just finished watching two movies last night and tonight - Madagascar and Ratatouille - great movies. Reminds me of when I was a kid - wild and free - creative and imaginative (not to say that I am not imaginative nowadays - probably losing a bit of that flame - I confess - I am not as imaginative as I once was - but still, I need to have more)...


    I've been seeing too many declining numbers recently - so, I confess once again, I must have made some pretty big spiritual error's these days. Thing is - what is it? Yeah, I know! Probably because of my CONCERN for certain individuals? Perhaps? May be, eh?


    Who knows? Thing is - I believe in us, trust me.


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    I need to live up to my name: INFINITE LOVE JUST LIKE THE UNIVERSE IS INFINITE IN SIZE. Difficult - notoriously hard to accomplish, but worth it in the end. Just how? I probably need to combine the power of all the elements into one - then make them even better than before.


    I am weird type of people out there - I provoke, strike controversy, and flame up the environment around me - or even the people around me. I add fire to the fire of life - add life to life by avoiding all those stupid politically correct garbage that they thrust at you every single fucking day of your life. That is not life - that is not living - that is EVIL.


    Strange though - the reverse of the word, "live" is, "evil." Just like, "EVIAN" is the reverse of the word, "NAIVE." I am fucked. I know it. I need a transition period in this new emotional state that I am in. I need a breather - I just need sometime to think - to seek some advice - if not guidance from certain - adults. I am so young - I think. Those emotions - those feelings, those dreams - ever so present with me wherever I go. I can not escape it. I must face it. I swear I will be ready when we meet up next time. I know I have quite high expectations for myself - but you know - I got to do what I got to do. Of course, none of my recent entries are by any means a way of bragging or even boasting - or even arrogance - or even pride or a call for sudden absolute respect to me - I just need some time to think things through. Things are especially different if your dreams come true literally and figuratively - metaphorically and symbolically.


    I hope these words you would understand should you read them. I hope things are going well for you. Call me any time next week. Any time would be good. I love you. Thank you.


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     Now - these days have been alright. Nothing new really - just the class and work at a KFC at a new location. Hope everything will be fine and I will eventually get back my laptop - which I assure myself I will.


    So, I caused quite a commotion today when I discussed with some of the students at the course place that I felt that the God of the Old Testament did not match how a caring Father figure would really be. Since many people did not understand this - they felt that when I said, "The God of the Old Testament bullshitted us," - they thought I do did not believe in God at all. Well, actually I do believe in a God - but not the God that is common in the Old Testament. Well - since there were many deities in ancient times, how can we be so sure that the God's the Hebrews (and now the Christians) also worship is not, "many gods" as well? How can we be so sure of ourselves that we do not question the official version of religion, of God that the fucking Catholic Church spreads throughout the world? Perhaps I really am ignorant and don't know much - but I do question a lot.


    Second thing - the God, "Jehovah" supposedly created the Garden of Eden, put people in there, then told them not to eat from the Tree of Life that will give the Forbidden Knowledge...I ask - WHY? WHAT ARE YOU HIDING FROM US? WHAT KNOWLEDGE IS FORBIDDEN? If God for God's sake did not tell us these things why may we not ask these questions (considering of course, that we have already eaten from the Tree of Life and the Fruit of Knowledge)?


    If knowledge in general (since God in the Garden of Eden never specified what knowledge) then we would never have any knowledge of anything except for perhaps running amok naked and wondering why in the winter we feel so cold.


    Ever wondered about that?


    I did.


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  • Some People...

    What has been intriguing me these days is rather disturbing but also philosophically and paradoxially true of some of the people that I know.


    This is how some of these people (you would know who you are by my critique of you) works when operating in society:


    First, they are raised in a naturally good environment, then something terrible happens to them and their relations with one of their closest friends (mostly due to friendship issues; i.e. LOVE vs ______? perhaps? Anyone?)


    Then - to, "deal" with it, they spend their ENTIRE LIFE and all of their SPIRITUAL ENERGY on what they have done in the past and regretting it, pitying themselves for it, fearing their own lives for it, running from it, and living in it all at the same time.


    Until, gradually, they live in only in the past; in fear of it, in respect for it, and in hatred towards themselves for it. They live it because according to them, they can not live any other way, and see that only the PAST can save them from ever repeating the PAST. But, alas, they live in the past - what then? What of the present? Well, no worries there - these kind of people - filled with self-regret, secrecy, fear, shame, and eternal hatred of themselves for it - channel out their past into the present, and hence, the present is NO DIFFERENT than the past. The same events happen. The same questions are never answered, or for that matter - the right questions never come to answer WHY? They never try to question the present or what they could really do to CHANGE the present so then the past do not repeat itself. Instead, they keep on living in fear, in anger, and in hatred of themselves and their own past mistakes, or even their own past misconceptions, i.e, loyalty, or even the word, "cowardice." They thrive on being sensitive to it, they spawn their hatred and anger based on the past, a past that can never be changed, that is irreversible. They can not live in the present, because they simply have none by which to live in. The reason: They will NOT create for themselves an opportunity to CHANGE it, to make it something better. Then - before they even know it, they conceal their own opinions, their own purposes, their own thoughts, and feelings from others, and even themselves to the point where it is hard to believe that these people are even capable of feeling, of thinking, of caring, of loving, of sympathizing, of empathy, of emotions, of sincerity, of truth, of compassion for their compatriots and beings. They are a lost kind - neglected from within - in eternal shame, and could never be helped. These people - no matter how hard you try to help them - they just don't want it either because they believe that others need help, or they just see humans as, "full of too many flaws to help themselves let alone others." Well, what the hell does that mean? What do you mean by saying, "humans are too full of many flaws?" What flaws? Care to explain?  


    Then again - from the beginning, they are willing to partially express their own honest opinions, but sooner or later - as the past moves further and further away, they become indistinguishable from the past that they so fear and hate themselves for. Soon they become so very extreme that it is impossible to tell what these people are thinking or even feeling. They move to the point where they will not allow or destroy or even suppress the opinions of others from being expressed because of their own fear of their own opinions and honest intellectual thoughts. They show themselves only temporarily, say something that is half-meaningful then run away again. They do the same with those around them - not allowing them to get any closer to them they would allow, and strong intolerance for any opinion that does not match their own. Then - eventually they never show themselves whatsoever, "because you might hate me if I express my opinion" mind-set comes into play. Then - at last - they never show themselves. They live as true ghosts, a ghost of their former selves - a shadow that is never seen by anyone. To them, everyone else is also a ghost - a reflection of their own existence. Trusted by no one because no one knows them because they do not know themselves as themselves, as who they truly are.


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    I mean, I understand why you would regret your past mistakes - when you were still young and have much to learn. It is okay to feel sad for it, for the lose of it, for the pain and suffering. But there is no point to SELF-DESTRUCT yourself for it. There is no need to give yourself to a cause that you truly - deep down in your heart you know is wrong. There is no need to obliterate your own values, morals, and personality to please a chapter of your life that you will never return to, or a new chapter of your life that you will either never reach or for ever live in fear of reaching. Learn to forgive yourself, and learn to love yourself once more, and reflect upon this and your entire life as I have done for you already in this long, hectic entry. I do not need a thank you letter, an offer to return to old relations, either or a reply - just for you to be free and happy as you once wished a long time ago. Then others will love you and you will feel so much more happier in your life; I can promise you that. I could only give you a personal-impersonal analysis of your life. It is not here to judge you - but to show you what you were, and what you have become in the view of those that are outside of your life. But - ultimately - while these words are painful and searing to the ear - they are also an offer of your own personal choice of what direction you will choose to live your life. After all, did you not once ask, "How can I live in happiness and freedom?" I am still here to help you - if you want it. Don't run from it, hide from it, or deny it - because you can't run, hide or deny it. It is inevitable Ghost. You know it and I know it. I know the shit you have gone through, and I feel it, and I can sense it. Your fear has made you exactly what you feared and hated all your life a so-called, "coward." Face it - learn from it, and over come it. I am here to teach everyone the road to liberty, happiness, and prosperity (spiritually). From Lady: Happiness is a state of mind not a state of life's conditions or what other people throw at you every day from every direction. And of liberty and freedom; well, that is based on whether or not you want to help yourself and whether or not for starters; you seek help to be free in the first place. It is true that these words will make no difference. The only way these words can make any difference, any difference at all is if you let them make a difference by THINKING about them and REFLECTING upon them.


    If you ask and yet do not seek then that is not my problem. This is your life ultimately. Face your inner Self, and your inner Being. Then, only then will you be free. Face it, own up to it, and take it back from all those who shattered your life. I know your shatterpoint: LOVE, COWARDICE, LOYALTY. And what of your existence? Well, that I will leave up to you. And what of the truth that I know you? That too, I will up to you to decide. All your options are open as they always were open - I am here to show you the doors, you choose the doors you want to walk through. It doesn't matter in the end how others perceive you because it is irrelevent - it is how you perceive yourself and reflect upon yourself. Use that mirror-mind of yours as we all have it.


    I can help you if you can help yourself and believe that you can help yourself. That is the first step if you choose the door of freedom, happiness, joy, and love, care, and all the good spiritual stuff of life.


    If you choose to take the door that will lead to you for ever living in your past - then I can not help you. Neither can anyone else. Of course - for ever is a lie - at any moment you may choose to take the other door - the questions though are, "Do you really want to reverse your path and choose a new beginning?" Trust me, I know the first door is hard to walk through - I am walking through it right now, and it is not easy - because the truth and the liberty was never meant to be easy, and I have accepted that fact, and I have lived with it. Then the other questions is; "Are you committed enough to staying on it?" Life is always based on choice. The problem has always been choice. The above choices and illustrations are no illusions but are real choices you can make. These choices they never tell you - but you always have them.


    If you respond I will be surprised, whichever way you respond, I care not. This will be open to the public as I am sure there are plenty of people out there that are secretive to the point of self-deception and self-betrayal, of self-destruction, self-obliteration, and self-abasement. This post is for everyone, and a reminder to myself that I can not live and go back to the past, or even a providence that I know is impossible to achieve. I can contemplate it, and think about it, but I can not ever go back to live in it. I live only now, in the present, and have reasonable objectives and goals, as Lady has taught me - and I thank her and I thank God for it because it is God that is within the deeps of our souls that gave her that knowledge.


    Hope everyone learns from this entry, and love you all,


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    P.S. The Ultimate Gift is the Gift of Work, Gift of Poverty, Gift of Love, Gift of Family, Gift of Laughter, Gift of Struggles, Gift of Dreams, Gift of Life, and the Gift of Enlightenment. And I do hope I mean it when I wrote it.


     


     

  • "...And the Truth Will Make You Free"

    And ye shall know the truth and the truth will make you free”- John VIII-XXXII, The Good Shephard...


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    Okay, now, there is something really fundamentally wrong with this statement in the context of the Central Intelligence Agency. Whatever the CIA does is not always TRUTHFUL (i.e. black ops, political assassinations, murder, genocide, coup d'etat, conspiracies, mafia dealings, secret societies) - although for some reason they seem to try to justify that truth are lies, then twist their own lies into truths, that eventually the public comes to believe. Now, it is even weirder if the person whom I got this quote from doesn't give a SHIT about the Truth - and cares more about LOYALTY than TRUTH. I am not one to judge of course, but just analyzing the context and the perspectives of the situation - it is just strange - in an almost good way. I find it hard to believe that someone who was so torn, destroyed and shattered by using the truth and regretting for their entire life could just suddenly poste a quote up that says the, "truth will make you free" even though they spent the latter part of their entire life in denial and denying of it. Of course - there is nothing really wrong with posting it - it is just that this old friend of mine never explained why he posted it. Unfortunately he did not just post this quote alone by itself and without any valid explanation or an explanation of it at all - in fact, the same ambiguity and lack of reasoning of posting up such lovely if not deep quotes are consistent pretty much throughout his recent entries. I would like to know WHY? Why bother posting a quote you don't believe in (neither Truth nor Liberty is what he believes - only LOYALTY TO THE EXTREME). And why not explain why you post it up in the first place? For what? For appearance? Or is there something more to this that I am not aware of? I would like to know the reason for such a self-contradicting act, and a lack of explanation mister.


    While you once were my friend, I know you are watching me, just as I am watching you. I am not stupid, I am fully aware of you looking at my Xanga site. I have no intention of blocking you though. I know it. Besides - if you really are so desperate for the truth, then why was it that a long time ago when I tried to teach you what I can about yourself, about the world, about God as the Spiritual Creator; you denied, rejected, and negelected it all? I know one day you will kill me if I do something wrong against you. I just wonder and question your motives and the motives of others a lot more than you could possibly imagine. Every teacher that has ever tried to teach the truth - the honest, intelligent, intellectual truth has been killed - those that has taught us to try to love one another - then well, they get killed and assassinated by THEM. We all know who they are. I know you know just as well as anyone else that I have instructed and lectured about THEM.


    I wonder and question and inquire about a lot of things. I have learnt and discovered a lot these days - things are changing, and things have changed a lot in these past few years not only since 9/11 but also other days of my life - key days that I will never forget. I have taught so much to so many people - the only thing is - will they take me seriously? Hope to God they do. I am curious about so many things - it is fascinating. Every time now that I see symbols of corporations my eyes are always open to their meanings, and my Quest to discover their reasoning and their affliations with those in power.


    I will do my best to live by my principles, values, and morals. I can not break them and if I do may God curse me. It is a promise to myself and my own wasted soul - or just soul in general.


    Well, life is not the same these days. What that means, I leave up to you.


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    These days I have been at City Center learning a course about careers and job searching. I have me some pretty nice people here. They are all pretty cool. They are all smart, intelligent people. So far, though, slowly spreading my learnings to other people - to help them to help themselves. What I know will be spread to all the people that I can influence to some point or another. My influence, while not much, is slowly growing.


    I did, however taught one of them about the Global Conspiracy, but most of the time, I am quiet and in solitude, and do my own thing. Somethings will come later - a lot of patience and perseverance will be needed. Some of the people can be quite stifled when it comes to things like Hollow Earth theory and the general over all structure of society. I accept their disagreeing with me, as long as I do not need to face their dogma and keep myself and open up their minds. Life is hard. Control myself, and just live freely.


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  • The Truth As You Asked For It...

    New World Order Quotations


    A collection of quotations from elite figures, media heads, government officials, persons from history, authors and more on the subject of the move toward a new world order under a one world government and a reduced human population.


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    It is not my intention to doubt that the doctrine of the Illuminati and the principles of Jacobinism had not spread in the United States. On the contrary, no one is more satisfied of this fact than I am.
    George Washington


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    "Today the path of total dictatorship in the United States can be laid by strictly legal means, unseen and unheard by the Congress, the President, or the people. Outwardly we have a Constitutional government. We have operating within our government and political system, another body representing another form of government - a bureaucratic elite."
    Senator William Jenner, 1954


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    "The Trilateral Commission is intended to be the vehicle for multinational consolidation of the commercial and banking interests by seizing control of the political government of the United States. The Trilateral Commission represents a skillful, coordinated effort to seize control and consolidate the four centers of power political, monetary, intellectual and ecclesiastical. What the Trilateral Commission intends is to create a worldwide economic power superior to the political governments of the nationstates involved. As managers and creators of the system, they will rule the future."
    U.S. Senator Barry Goldwater in his l964 book: With No Apologies.


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    "The case for government by elites is irrefutable."
    Senator William Fulbright, Former chairman of the US Senate Foreign
    Relations Committee, stated at a 1963 symposium entitled: The Elite and the Electorate - Is Government by the People Possible?


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    "The real truth of the matter is, as you and I know, that a financial element in the larger centers has owned the Government ever since the days of Andrew Jackson."
    A letter written by FDR to Colonel House, November 21st, l933


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    "The depression was the calculated 'shearing' of the public by the World Money powers, triggered by the planned sudden shortage of supply of call money in the New York money market....The One World Government leaders and their ever close bankers have now acquired full control of the money and credit machinery of the U.S. via the creation of the privately owned Federal Reserve Bank."
    Curtis Dall, FDR's son-in-law as quoted in his book, My Exploited Father-in-Law


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    "The United States must stay involved in the world and we must lead. Today there is a strange coalition at work in Washington and across the country consisting of people on the political right and the political left coming together to keep us from staying involved. Big labor and liberal Democrats are joining some Republicans on the right in calling for America to come home, (saying) we have done our part and that it's time for others to do the heavy lifting on international leadership. And we must not listen to that siren's call of protection and isolation. "
    Former President George Bush
    Addressing Duke University Graduates May 17, 1998
    USA Today May 29, 1998


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    "Rarely have Americans lived through so much change, in so many ways, in so short a time. Quietly, but with gathering force, the ground has shifted beneath our feet as we have moved into an Information Age, a global economy, a truly new world."
    President William Clinton State of the Union Address 1998


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    "...all of us here at the policy-making level have had experience with directives...from the White House.... The substance of them is that we shall use our grant-making power so as to alter our life in the United States that we can be comfortably merged with the Soviet Union."
    H. Rowan Gaither, Jr., President - Ford Foundation (as told to Norman Dodd, Congressional Reese Commission 1954)


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    "The New Deal is plainly an attempt to achieve a working socialism and avert a social collapse in America; it is extraordinarily parallel to the successive 'policies' and 'Plans' of the Russian experiment. Americans shirk the word 'socialism', but what else can one call it?"
    H.G. Wells The New World Order 1939


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    "Our job is to give people not what they want, but what we decide they ought to have."
    Richard Salent, former president, CBS News


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    "Ultimately, our objective is to welcome the Soviet Union back into the world order. Perhaps the world order of the future will truly be a family of nations."
    President George Bush Texas A&M University 1989


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    "We will succeed in the Gulf. And when we do, the world community will have sent an enduring warning to any dictator or despot, present or future, who contemplates outlaw aggression. The world can therefore seize this opportunity to fufill the long-held promise of a new world order - where brutality will go unrewarded, and aggression will meet collective resistance."
    President George Bush State of the Union Address 1991


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    "Under Socialism you would not be allowed to be poor. You would be forcibly fed, clothed, lodged, taught, and employed whether you liked it or not. If it were discovered that you had not the character and industry enough to be worth all this trouble, you might possibly be executed in a kindly manner. . . ." [This is compassionate liberalism.]
    Fabian Socialist Bernard Shaw in his Intelligent Woman's Guide to Socialism and Capitalism, 1928.


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    "Since March 9, 1933, the United states has been in a state of national emergency. A majority of the people of the United States have their lives under emergency rule. For 40 years (now 72 years) freedoms and governmental procedures, guaranteed by the Constitution have, in varying degrees, been abridged by laws brought forth by states of national emergency."
    Senate Report 93-549 (1973).


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    "Even though it is quite true that any radical eugenic policy will be for many years politically and psychologically impossible, it will be important for UNESCO to see that the eugenic problem is examined with the greatest care, and that the public mind is informed of the issues at stake so that much that now is unthinkable may at least become thinkable."
    Sir Julian Huxley, first Director General of UNESCO, 1946-1948.


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    "The most merciful thing that the large family does to one of its infant members is to kill it."
    Margaret Sanger, outspoken atheist and socialist, founder of the Voluntary Parenthood League in 1914, and responsible for opening the first birth control clinic in the United States in New York City.


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    "We live in a dirty and dangerous world. There are some things the general public does not need to know and shouldn't. I believe democracy flourishes when the government can take legitimate steps to keep its secrets, and when the press can decide whether to print what it knows."
    Katherine Graham, Washington Post publisher and CFR member.


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    "The world is governed by very different personages from what is imagined by those who are not behind the scenes."
    Benjamin Disraeli, first Prime Minister of England, in a novel he published in 1844 called Coningsby, the New Generation


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    'They came first for the Communists...
    but I didn't speak up because I wasn't a Communist.
    Then they came for the Jews...
    but I didn't speak up because I wasn't a Jew.


    Then they came for the Jews...
    but I didn't speak up because I wasn't a Jew.


    Then they came for the Unionists...
    but I didn't speak up because I wasn't a Unionist.


    Then they came for the Catholics...
    but I didn't speak up because I was a Protestant.


    Then they came for me...and by that time...
    there was no-one left to speak up for me.


    - Rev. Martin Niemoller, commenting on events in Germany 1933-1939


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    "I reject the idea that humans are superior to other life forms. . . Man is just an ape with an overly developed sense of superiority."
    -- Paul Watson, director of the Sea Shepherd Conservation Society and a founder of Greenpeace


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    "You know the one thing that is wrong in this country? Everyone gets a chance to have their fair say."
    President Bill Clinton


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    "There is no such thing as an independent press in America, unless it is in the country towns. You know it and I know it. There is not one of you who dares to write your honest opinions, and if you did, you know beforehand that it would never appear in print.


    "I am paid $150.00 a week for keeping my honest opinion out of the paper I am connected with. Others of you are paid similar salaries for doing similar things. If I should permit honest opinions to be printed in one issue of my paper, like Othello, before twenty-four hours, my occupation would be gone.


    "The business of the New York journalist is to destroy truth; to lie outright; to pervert; to vilify, to fawn at the feet of Mammon; to sell his country and his race for his daily bread. We are the tools and vessels for rich men behind the scenes. We are intellectual prostitutes."


    John Swinton, editor of the New York Tribune.


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    "We are going to impose our agenda on the coverage by dealing with issues and subjects that we choose to deal with."
    Richard M. Cohen, Senior Producer of CBS political news.


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    "In total, during the first eighty-eight years of this century, almost 170 million men, women, and children have been shot, beaten, tortured, knifed, burned, starved, frozen, crushed, or worked to death; buried alive, drowned, hung, bombed, or killed in any other of the myriad ways governments have inflicted death on unarmed, helpless citizens and foreigners. The dead could conceivably be nearly 360 million people. It is as though our species has been devastated by a modern Black Plague. And indeed it has, but a plague of Power, not of germs."
    Dr. R. J. Rummel, Death by Government.


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    "The people will be crushed under the burden of taxes, loan after loan will be floated; after having drained the present, the State will devour the future."
    Fredric Bastiat


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    "Undersecretary of State Sumner Welles tonight called for the early creation of an international organization of anti-Axis nations to control the world during the period between the armistice at the end of the present war and the setting up of a new world order on a permanent basis."
    Text of article in The Philadelphia Inquirer (June 1942)


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    "The statement went on to say that the spiritual teachings of religion must become the foundation for the new world order and that national sovereignty must be subordinate to the higher moral law of God."
    American Institute of Judaism, excerpt from article in The New York Times (December 1942)


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    "There are some plain common-sense considerations applicable to all these attempts at world planning. They can be briefly stated: 1. To talk of blueprints for the future or building a world order is, if properly understood, suggestive, but it is also dangerous. Societies grow far more truly than they are built. A constitution for a new world order is never like a blueprint for a skyscraper."
    Norman Thomas, in his book What Is Our Destiny? (1944)


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    "The United Nations, he told an audience at Harvard University, 'has not been able--nor can it be able--to shape a new world order which events so compellingly demand.' ... The new world order that will answer economic, military, and political problems, he said, 'urgently requires, I believe, that the United States take the leadership among all free peoples to make the underlying concepts and aspirations of national sovereignty truly meaningful through the federal approach."
    Gov. Nelson Rockefeller of New York, in an article entitled "Rockefeller Bids Free Lands Unite: Calls at Harvard for Drive to Build New World Order" -- The New York Times (February 1962)


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    "He [President Nixon] spoke of the talks as a beginning, saying nothing more about the prospects for future contacts and merely reiterating the belief he brought to China that both nations share an interest in peace and building 'a new world order."
    Excerpt from an article in The New York Times (February 1972)


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    "If instant world government, Charter review, and a greatly strengthened International Court do not provide the answers, what hope for progress is there? The answer will not satisfy those who seek simple solutions to complex problems, but it comes down essentially to this: The hope for the foreseeable lies, not in building up a few ambitious central institutions of universal membership and general jurisdiction as was envisaged at the end of the last war, but rather in the much more decentralized, disorderly and pragmatic process of inventing or adapting institutions of limited jurisdiction and selected membership to deal with specific problems on a case-by-case basis ... In short, the 'house of world order' will have to be built from the bottom up rather than f rom the top down. It will look like a great 'booming, buzzing confusion,' to use William James' famous description of reality, but an end run around national sovereignty, eroding it piece by piece, will accomplish much more than the old-fashioned frontal assault."
    Richard N. Gardner, in Foreign Affairs (April 1974)


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    "The Final Act of the Uruguay Round, marking the conclusion of the most ambitious trade negotiation of our century, will give birth - in Morocco - to the World Trade Organization, the third pillar of the New World Order, along with the United Nations and the International Monetary Fund."
    Part of full-page advertisement by the government of Morocco in The New York Times (April 1994)


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    "Fifty men have run America, and that's a high figure." Joseph Kennedy, father of JFK, in the July 26th, l936 issue of The New York Times.


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    "The truth of the matter is that you do have those standby provisions, and the statutory emergency plans are there whereby you could, in the name of stopping terrorism, apprehend, invoke the military, and arrest Americans and hold them in detention camps."
    U.S. Representative Henry Gonzalez, August 29, 1994


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    "We are moving toward a new world order, the world of communism. We shall never turn off that road."
    Mikhail Gorbachev 1987


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    "National Socialism will use its own revolution for establishing of a new world order."
    Adolph Hitler during World War II


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    "To keep global resource use within prudent limits while the poor raise their living standards, affluent societies need to consume less.
    Population, consumption, technology, development, and the environment are linked in complex relationships that bear closely on human welfare in the global neighbourhood. Their effective and equitable management calls for a systemic, long-term, global approach guided by the principle of sustainable development, which has been the central lesson from the mounting ecological dangers of recent times. Its universal application is a priority among the tasks of global governance."
    United Nations Our Global Neighborhood 1995


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    "[E]ducation should aim not so much at acquisition of knowledge. . . [today] there is less need to know the content of information. . . . [There should be a] transformation of life in totality . . . [a] profound commitment to social tasks. . . . Achievement of socialist countries . . . have laid the foundation of a way of life which makes everyone understand its [sic] individual relevance. . . [whereas capitalism] lays the foundation of rivalry and aggression and encourages exaggerated consumption, [making] man a slave of ambition and social status symbols. . . [Lifelong learning promotes] equality of end result, and not merely of opportunity . . . [and] fosters equality in terms of opinions, aspirations, motivation, and so on. . . . There is a dilemma -- if lifelong education were to be based on the aim of increasing the yield of business enterprises and economic growth, it would merely serve to establish a totalitarian, one-dimension society."
    -- Foundations of Lifelong Education, a UNESCO publication in 1976.


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    "There does exist and has existed for a generation, an international . . . network which operates, to some extent, in the way the radical right believes the Communists act. In fact, this network, which we may identify as the Round Table Groups, has no aversion to cooperating with the Communists, or any other groups and frequently does so. I know of the operations of this network because I have studied it for twenty years and was permitted for two years, in the early 1960s, to examine its papers and secret records. I have no aversion to it or to most of its aims and have, for much of my life, been close to it and to many of its instruments. I have objected, both in the past and recently, to a few of its policies . . . but in general my chief difference of opinion is that it wishes to remain unknown, and I believe its role in history is significant enough to be known."
    Professor Carroll Quigley, in his book Tragedy and Hope, 1966.


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    "A total world population of 250-300 million people, a 95% decline from present levels, would be ideal."
    Ted Turner, in an interview with Audubon magazine.


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    "We in the press like to say we're honest brokers of information and it's just not true. The press does have an agenda."
    Bernard Goldberg, as quoted by Harry Stein in the June 13-19, 1992 TV Guide.


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    "The real menace of our republic is this invisible government which like a giant octopus sprawls its slimy length over city, state and nation. Like the octopus of real life, it operates under cover of a self created screen....At the head of this octopus are the Rockefeller Standard Oil interests and a small group of powerful banking houses generally referred to as international bankers. The little coterie of powerful international bankers virtually run the United States government for their own selfish purposes. They practically control both political parties."
    New York City Mayor John F. Hylan, 1922


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    "Let me control a peoples currency and I care not who makes their laws."
    Meyer Nathaniel Rothschild in a speech to a gathering of world bankers February 12, 1912. The following year, the USA subscribed to the 'services' of the newly incorporated Federal Reserve, headed by Mr. Rothschild.


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    "We need a program of psychosurgery for political control of our society. The purpose is physical control of the mind. Everyone who deviates from the given norm can be surgically mutilated. The individual may think that the most important reality is his own existence, but this is only his personal point of view. . . Man does not have the right to develop his own mind. . . . We must electronically control the brain. Someday armies and generals will be controlled by electronic stimulation of the brain."
    Dr. Jose M.R. Delgado, Director of Neuropsychiatry, Yale University Medical School, Congressional Record, No. 26, Vol. 118, February 24, 1974.


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    "One of the least understood strategies of the world revolution now moving rapidly toward its goal is the use of mind control as a major means of obtaining the consent of the people who will be subjects of the New World Order."
    From The National Educator, K.M. Heaton


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    "The American people will never knowingly adopt Socialism. But under the name of "liberalism" they will adopt every fragment of the Socialist program, until one day America will be a Socialist nation, without knowing how it happened." Norman Thomas, for many years U.S. Socialist Presidential candidate.


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    "The time for absolute and exclusive sovereignty...has passed; its theory was never matched by reality."
    UN Secretary-General Boutros Boutros-Ghali, An Agenda for Peace, 1992.


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    "The world can therefore seize the opportunity [Persian Gulf crisis] to fulfill the long-held promise of a New World Order where diverse nations are drawn together in common cause to achieve the universal aspirations of mankind."
    George Herbert Walker Bush

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    "Naturally the common people don't want war: Neither in Russia, nor in England, nor for that matter in Germany. That is understood. But, after all, IT IS THE LEADERS of the country who determine the policy and it is always a simple matter to drag the people along, whether it is a democracy, or a fascist dictatorship, or a parliament, or a communist dictatorship. Voice or no voice, the people can always be brought to the bidding of the leaders. That is easy. All you have to do is TELL THEM THEY ARE BEING ATTACKED, and denounce the peacemakers for lack of patriotism and exposing the country to danger. IT WORKS THE SAME IN ANY COUNTRY."
    Hermann Goering, President of the Reichstag, Nazi Party, and Luftwaffe Commander in Chief


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    "We live in a dirty and dangerous world. There are some things the general public does not need to know and shouldn't. I believe democracy flourishes when the government can take legitimate steps to keep its secrets, and when the press can decide whether to print what it knows."
    -- Katherine Graham, Washington Post publisher and Bilderberger


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    "In the next century, nations as we know it will be obsolete; all states will recognize a single, global authority. National sovereignty wasn't such a great idea after all."
    Strobe Talbot, President Clinton's Deputy Secretary of State, as quoted in Time, July 20th, l992.


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    "In the event that I am reincarnated, I would like to return as a deadly virus, in order to contribute something to solve overpopulation."
    Reported by Deutsche Press Agentur (DPA), August, 1988.


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    "I just wonder what it would be like to be reincarnated in an animal whose species had been so reduced in numbers than it was in danger of extinction. What would be its feelings toward the human species whose population explosion had denied it somewhere to exist.... I must confess that I am tempted to ask for reincarnation as a particularly deadly virus."
    Prince Philip, in his Foreward to If I Were an Animal; United Kingdom, Robin Clark Ltd., 1986.


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    "It is now apparent that the ecological pragmatism of the so-called pagan religions, such as that of the American Indians, the Polynesians, and the Australian Aborigines, was a great deal more realistic in terms of conservation ethics than the more intellectual monotheistic philosophies of the revealed religions."
    Press conference at the National Press Club in Washington, D.C. on the occasion of the ``Caring for Creation'' conference of the North American Conference on Religion and Ecology, May 18, 1990.


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    "I don't claim to have any special interest in natural history, but as a boy I was made aware of the annual fluctuations in the number of game animals and the need to adjust the 'cull' to the size of the surplus population."
    Preface to Down to Earth by HRH Prince Philip, Duke of Edinburgh, 1988, p.|8.


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    "This is a moment to seize. The kaleidoscope has been shaken, the pieces are in flux, soon they will settle again. Before they do, let us re-order this world around us."
    Tony Blair, Tuesday, 2 October, 2001


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    "Other countries will not take lectures about the so-called new world order from a British prime minister who cannot deliver basic public services run by his own failing government."
    Tony Blair, 5th January, 2002


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    "We are grateful to the Washington Post, The New York Times, Time Magazine and other great publications whose directors have attended our meetings and respected their promises of discretion for almost forty years. It would have been impossible for us to develop our plan for the world if we had been subjected to the lights of publicity during those years. But, the world is now more sophisticated and prepared to march towards a world government. The supranational sovereignty of an intellectual elite and world bankers is surely preferable to the national auto-determination practiced in past centuries."
    David Rockefeller, Baden-Baden, Germany 1991


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    "We are on the verge of a global transformation. All we need is the right major crisis and the nations will accept the New World Order."
    - David Rockefeller


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    "We have before us the opportunity to forge for ourselves and for future generations a new world order, a world where the rule of law, not the rule of the jungle, governs the conduct of nations. When we are successful, and we will be, we have a real chance at this new world order, an order in which a credible United Nations can use its peacekeeping role to fulfill the promise and vision of the U.N.'s founders."
    President George Bush, 1991


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    "No one will enter the New World Order unless he or she will make a pledge to worship Lucifer. No one will enter the New Age unless he will take a Luciferian Initiation."
    David Spangler, Director of Planetary Initiative, United Nations


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    "Today, America would be outraged if U.N. troops entered Los Angeles to restore order. Tomorrow they will be grateful! This is especially true if they were told that there were an outside threat from beyond, whether real or promulgated, that threatened our very existence. It is then that all peoples of the world will plead to deliver them from this evil. The one thing every man fears is the unknown. When presented with this scenario, individual rights will be willingly relinquished for the guarantee of their well-being granted to them by the World Government."
    Dr. Henry Kissinger, Bilderberger Conference, Evians, France, 1991


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    "It is not a matter of what is true that counts, it is only a matter of what is perceived to be true." Henry Kissinger


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    "The reason why American's can't stand the letter, 'u' in their spelling of certain words, i.e. neighbor, is because they can't stand, 'you.' This means they can't stand anyone who will not follow the American attitude of not giving a fuck about, 'you.'" David Rockefeller III.


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    Yours, love



    XINYU HU


    Hope you all learn.


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