Reason and emotion have always, well most times anyways been conflicting with one another in my current situation. Sure, I try to reflect upon myself a bit more than I usually do, but I am still confused, if not scared shitless sometimes knowing that in order to reach, "self-actualization," I have to, have to make some radical if not moderate changes in order to get to the new paradigm that I have always sworn to myself that I would reach one day...and it seems that one day is NOW. That day is today...apparently the 23 in this day is quite symbolic...it is the number of discordia...the number of disorder, chaos, and oblivion. But, a part of me is certain that this time will soon end - may be in a couple of days...weeks, months, may be years. Who knows who I will become after this revolution on October 23, 2007 - not that the last couple of days hasn't made me change so radically or at least - reflect like this. I sometimes wonder why I am still alive...perhaps it is just hope that allows change to slowly - one millimeter at a time...happen. As I stated before - I hate being bossy, and I truly do want to become a kinder more, "helpful person," but the only problem is walking this path...I have never really walked this path before...sure, I knew about it, and I've seen it - but LIVING it? It would appear that it is harder than it appears. I still feel lost...this labyrinth, this maze that I am in...so confusing, so confrontational, so full of pain, suffering, and metaphorically speaking - death to the old self that I always imagined myself to be.

So - I have to be careful of what I say...listen and understand advice...and be cautious, and be more trusted by others for my own sake and the sake of others...it all comes down to language I guess...but why not just say something as they are? Perhaps it gives people the wrong impression of what I am trying to say...something like, "sugar-coating" words to make it appear better than it is suppose to...I've always been used to giving people the reality - not giving them a sweetened version of what is...so, I guess this part is really difficult to grasp and get any significant change happen...

Sure - I had been a bit bossy - ok, may be not a bit, but a LOT bossy to people I never intended to harm...because I never wanted to hurt those people in my life, but for reasons unknown still to me - I did assert and boss them around - and it was always against my plans and my bidding to do such atrocious acts of destroying other people's liberties and rights...but because of my anger (partially) - I have become the very thing I had sworn I would destroy if not overcome by any means. It is a such a sad tragedy - sometimes I don't even know what to do with myself...other than getting angry at myself and reflecting as much as I can on things I am scared shitless to think about...but I guess I am still learning how to actually THINK WITH THE MIND. Even I am learner of my own principles - the principles I wrote a couple of days ago are meant to work well with people so that neither principle nor people are given way too much credit than they probably should deserve - because without principles people would have no guidance - have no people, and then there is nobody left to follow and live by those principles (which is pointless)...that is why it is so sad and miserable for me...I can't help but be angry and frustrated at my mistakes and somewhat - perhaps unconscious arrogance and alternative motives (what they are I have no idea and don't wish to know, but if the latter must be known, then so be it).

As I swore in my email to my friend - I am willing to go through the hell of hells of my inner self to become the person that I SHOULD BE - and the person that I KNOW I SHOULD BE for the sake of others and myself - so that we all benefit (hopefully).

I hate arrogance, and I hate ulterior motives that I don't know anything about especially when I speak...so, got to be more careful and more cautious of the dangers of saying more than I should - or at least - the use of words and what purpose I have to say such ridiculous, "claims" and, "opinions." If only things can be more effective and worthwhile for me...and everybody else...if only I did that a long time ago - I would have been free (truly) a long time ago two years ago (but I never learnt the psychological aspects of freedoms and communication until this year, pretty much this month). I hate regret even more...I feel like Zuko at times even - or even Aang - I have a responsibility to save this world, and it is up to ME to do it - but now I know - it is not JUST up to ME - it is WE who can save the world - through common respect for each other, listening, speaking, and understanding...it is not about whether or not my shitty lifestyle is better than yours - it is about tolerance, discipline, and a certain level of discretion so that we may keepsake our liberties, our unequal freedoms, and ourselves - our people, and who we are - collectively and individually.

More self-reflection Xinyu is needed. Speak honestly (if need be), and live honestly (always).

Live for today so that tomorrow you will never regret anything...

DO SOMETHING with your life - it is the only way.

So this is what it feels like to have the Dark Side visit you one more time (hopefully the last)...the shadow of my self has just been revealed...well, sort of anyways. I made mistakes. I fucked up big time these last few years...and I did things I never intended to do, and I said things I never intended to say...so now what to do? Do I need to regret it or do I need to solve it? SOLVE IT of course. I hate regret - and shame is my worst enemy. One day my honor to myself and for myself will be restored - preferably soon, and it will be soon, because it can - then honor will be everyone's. I am at your service world, but first I must do a service to myself - clean up my act.

Yours, 888 <333

 

XINYU HU

 

 

 

A bore is a person who opens his mouth and puts his feats in it.
Henry Ford

A business absolutely devoted to service will have only one worry about profits. They will be embarrassingly large.
Henry Ford

A business that makes nothing but money is a poor business.
Henry Ford

A market is never saturated with a good product, but it is very quickly saturated with a bad one.
Henry Ford

An idealist is a person who helps other people to be prosperous.
Henry Ford

Any colour - so long as it's black.
Henry Ford

Anyone who stops learning is old, whether at twenty or eighty. Anyone who keeps learning stays young. The greatest thing in life is to keep your mind young.
Henry Ford

As we advance in life we learn the limits of our abilities.
Henry Ford

Before everything else, getting ready is the secret of success.
Henry Ford

Business is never so healthy as when, like a chicken, it must do a certain amount of scratching around for what it gets.
Henry Ford

Capital punishment is as fundamentally wrong as a cure for crime as charity is wrong as a cure for poverty.
Henry Ford

Chop your own wood, and it will warm you twice.
Henry Ford

Coming together is a beginning; keeping together is progress; working together is success.
Henry Ford

Competition is the keen cutting edge of business, always shaving away at costs.
Henry Ford

Don't find fault, find a remedy; anybody can complain.
Henry Ford

Don't find fault, find a remedy.
Henry Ford

Enthusiasm is the yeast that makes your hopes shine to the stars. Enthusiasm is the sparkle in your eyes, the swing in your gait. The grip of your hand, the irresistible surge of will and energy to execute your ideas.
Henry Ford

Even a mistake may turn out to be the one thing necessary to a worthwhile achievement.
Henry Ford

Exercise is bunk. If you are healthy, you don't need it: if you are sick you should not take it.
Henry Ford

Failure is simply the opportunity to begin again, this time more intelligently.
Henry Ford

History is more or less bunk.
Henry Ford

I am looking for a lot of men who have an infinite capacity to not know what can't be done.
Henry Ford

I believe God is managing affairs and that He doesn't need any advice from me. With God in charge, I believe everything will work out for the best in the end. So what is there to worry about.
Henry Ford

I cannot discover that anyone knows enough to say definitely what is and what is not possible.
Henry Ford

I do not believe a man can ever leave his business. He ought to think of it by day and dream of it by night.
Henry Ford

If everyone is moving forward together, then success takes care of itself.
Henry Ford

If money is your hope for independence you will never have it. The only real security that a man will have in this world is a reserve of knowledge, experience, and ability.
Henry Ford

If there is any one secret of success, it lies in the ability to get the other person's point of view and see things from that person's angle as well as from your own.
Henry Ford

If you think you can do a thing or think you can't do a thing, you're right.
Henry Ford

It has been my observation that most people get ahead during the time that others waste.
Henry Ford

It is not the employer who pays the wages. Employers only handle the money. It is the customer who pays the wages.
Henry Ford

It is well enough that people of the nation do not understand our banking and monetary system, for if they did, I believe there would be a revolution before tomorrow morning.
Henry Ford

Life is a series of experiences, each one of which makes us bigger, even though sometimes it is hard to realize this. For the world was built to develop character, and we must learn that the setbacks and grieves which we endure help us in our marching onward.
Henry Ford

Money is like an arm or leg - use it or lose it.
Henry Ford

Most people spend more time and energy going around problems than in trying to solve them.
Henry Ford

My best friend is the one who brings out the best in me.
Henry Ford

Nothing is particularly hard if you divide it into small jobs.
Henry Ford

Obstacles are those frightful things you see when you take your eyes off your goal.
Henry Ford

One of the greatest discoveries a man makes, one of his great surprises, is to find he can do what he was afraid he couldn't do.
Henry Ford

One of the greatest discoveries a man makes, one of his greatest surprises, is to find he can do what he was afraid he couldn't.
Henry Ford

Quality means doing it right when no one is looking.
Henry Ford

Speculation is only a word covering the making of money out of the manipulation of prices, instead of supplying goods and services.
Henry Ford

The competitor to be feared is one who never bothers about you at all, but goes on making his own business better all the time.
Henry Ford

The highest use of capital is not to make more money, but to make money do more for the betterment of life.
Henry Ford

The man who will use his skill and constructive imagination to see how much he can give for a dollar, instead of how little he can give for a dollar, is bound to succeed.
Henry Ford

The only real security that a man can have in this world is a reserve of knowledge, experience and ability.
Henry Ford

There are no big problems, there are just a lot of little problems.
Henry Ford

There are two fools in this world. One is the millionaire who thinks that by hoarding money he can somehow accumulate real power, and the other is the penniless reformer who thinks that if only he can take the money from one class and give it to another, all the world's ills will be cured.
Henry Ford

There is joy in work. There is no happiness except in the realization that we have accomplished something.
Henry Ford

There is no man living that can not do more than he thinks he can.
Henry Ford

There is one rule for the industrialist and that is: Make the best quality of goods possible at the lowest cost possible, paying the highest wages possible.
Henry Ford

Thinking is the hardest work there is, which is probably the reason why so few engage in it.
Henry Ford

Time and money spent in helping men to do more for themselves is far better than mere giving.
Henry Ford

We don't want tradition. We want to live in the present and the only history that is worth a tinker's dam is the history we make today.
Henry Ford

Wealth, like happiness, is never attained when sought after directly. It comes as a by-product of providing a useful service.
Henry Ford

What's right about America is that although we have a mess of problems, we have great capacity - intellect and resources - to do some thing about them.
Henry Ford

Whatever you have, you must either use or lose.
Henry Ford

When everything seems to be going against you, remember that the airplane takes off against the wind, not with it.
Henry Ford

Whether you believe you can do a thing or not, you're right.
Henry Ford

Whether you think that you can, or that you can't, you are usually right.
Henry Ford

You can't build a reputation on what you are going to do.
Henry Ford

You can't learn in school what the world is going to do next year.
Henry Ford

You don't build a reputation on what you're going to do.
Henry Ford

You will find men who want to be carried on the shoulders of others, who think that the world owes them a living. They don't seem to see that we must all lift together and pull together.
Henry Ford

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These are the Ten Amendments of the Rights of ALL Men and Women.

P.S.: The past should remain what it is. When one says, "learn from the past," it's in the effort of the individual not to repeat the past by living differently in the present. To give definition to the past, I have to separate myself from it- detach and re-attach to a new lifestyle, to new extensions. I live for today and tomorrow- not for the future and NEVER for the past. - Lady of Flowers

This is Principle NUMBER ONE on my list of new principles and personal/psychological laws that is for everyone and by everyone - to avoid my sorry hypocricy and bossy characteristics - even though sometimes I reject it or deny it. I think this principle should - written by my friend be the most important key issue that I have yet to deal with. Sometimes I wonder really, am I happy? I almost always live for the future, and ponder and get outraged at my stupid past history of life on this fucked up planet that while fucked up - still gave me something/someone worthy of living for and by. There would be no point for me to ponder on the past any longer since that is the source of my troubles these days - getting pissed off at school, at authority, at, "competition." It is an unnecessary mess that I am living in. Too bad though, I live for the future - that is only thing that separates me and my friend - sure, I try to live for tomorrow as well but my fucking days on so boring at times, sometimes I wonder why I am living at all - so, I guess there is some correctness in saying that to live for today and tomorrow is the wisest thing to do, Should honestly try it sometime myself.

PRINCIPLE NUMBER TWO:

NO BOSSING AROUND ANYONE AT ALL FOR OF ETERNITY. This includes God/Devil. No matter what, I have to stop bossing people around - whether or not they are close to me or closest to me. It is getting in my way. I have to accept my problems as they are - then, only then can I find any way to solve them. I think I know the solution already - accepting the past and my issues as they are and try not to - or at least - just tolerate other people's lifestyles. This includes shutting up. This also means I would have to be more discplined and patient when it comes to facing the world. Also - this includes the control of my anger, hate, and fear of whatever and whoever else that I somehow imagine is in my way: there is no one in my way of anything - it is all in my mind - it is myself that is in my own way of my own future and destiny.

PRINCIPLE NUMBER THREE:

TOLERANCE, DISCPLINE, PATIENCE. This is KEY for the foundation of the first two principles in this new constitutional oversight for myself. This way - other people too can have some oversight regarding me and what I do - especially those that I love too damn much to give up. I must live by this at all costs. It is a necessity. It is the new paradigm for my mind/heart/soul. Surely my heart can be bigger and better than this? After all, this is the univerise - we can't JUST HAVE ONE PERSON...can we?

PRINCIPLE NUMBER FOUR:

LIBERTY for all, to all, by all, and accountable, overseen and maintained by EVERYONE - not just ME and a couple of, "high ranking people that I know." That is bullshit. That is fucked.

EQUALITY. How the hell do I or we could go about this? I have no idea - so, for now - we'll just use a genertic definition for this sub-principle: DO NOT SEEK TO BE EQUAL IN SLAVERY.

FRATERNITY: There shall be no more, "you are not as close to me," shit. Everyone is spiritually connected, even emotionally if we all know how to tap into that arcane energy. As of how to, "treat," people - well, just treat them just as well as you treat the one you love so damn much.

The above Forth Amendment or PRINCIPLE maintains the foundation of the first three.

PRINCIPLE NUMBER FIVE:

LOYALTY: following and respecting both people and principle. This is to be done by regular self-regulation and oversight. Since the mind has no committes to just discuss and talk about - it will have to be done with personal reinforcements and reminders.

DUTY: To do what what I and we got to do in this life. My duty is to serve everyone to the best of my ability.

HONOR/ RESPONSIBILITY: Liberty means responsibility that is why most men dread it. I must be responsible.

 

PRINCIPLE NUMBER SIX:

TRUTHFULNESSS: Seek to speak and live honestly.

COMPASSION: Sympathy, empathy. Avoid apathy, but it is also needed at times.

FORBEARANCE: Tolerate the worst if it is logically and rationally speaking - tolerable.

 

Principle Number Seven:

Listen to your heart. Listen to your mind. Listen.

Principle Number Eight:

Be yourself. Know yourself.

Principle Number Nine:

Be happy.

Principle Number Ten:

 Question. Think. BE FREE.

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Fuck - so much problems these days. First things first - I am so called, "off the group," which is not true. According to the members thing - there is still 3 people - I just happen to not appear on these for some reason. Odd, isn't it?

Fuck - and second thing - which is also the most important thing...I have to stop being bossy - even unconsciously towards people I love so much. It must be due to my dad - my dad bosses me around all the time, and I pretty much live in a stupid environemnt where being bossy equals being the master - so, a solution would need to be found - the cause - my stupid lifestyle. Quite simply - reject those bossy people, and tell them to stop influencing me in such a way. It is really bothersome and it is all my fault - but sometimes, I know - I just can't help it, or even worse - I am not being told in an understable way that I am  bossy so instead, I become more bossy, and become really annoyed and bothered by people. I hate being too assertive and too much of a control freak. I don't know why but I like to somehow impose my way of living onto others - even if I am only half-aware of it, or I just pretend as if though I am not doing that - but the truth is - I DO BOSS around some people - you know - those few people that are in the way of things...but, whatever. It must change and it can and it will change, at any cost. It will be done.

 

Yours, much <333

XINYU HU

 

P.S. The over all message to my fucking self: KNOW THYSELF. TOLERANCE. RESPECT. DISPCLINE. DISCPLINE. Live honestly for once. Live freely for others and by others and by yourself. Follow these principles Xinyu you motherfucker or one day you will regret the present and the life you live. TOLERANCE.

P.P.S. What does it mean being The One? It means moral self-oversight, accountability, and overview of oneself. That is what it means on a moral level. On a spiritual level - it means NOT BEING A FUCKING HYPOCRITE. I have to curse myslf here several times for reason's unknown. SomeONE PLEASE WAKE ME UP from my issues. I need a fucking wake up call here.

EDIT: Democracy is hypocricy - I need to set up a permanent, acocuntable, reliable, effective, and efficient psychological principle that would help everyone including myself: a Constitutional Republic of the Mind.  And those principles cannot be broken regardless of the person that I am hanging around with. LIBERTY LADY - you got me thinking.

 

 

Element	Horoscope	Description	Misused...
Fire	Aries, Leo, Sagittarius	These signs are fiery, bright, ardent, enthusiastic, leaders, confident, proud, spontaneous, self-sufficient, and romantic.	They can be very arrogant, self-centered, bossy, and forceful; and hungers for attention. These signs don't have time to sympathize and comfort others; they have no patience for emotionalism or heaviness. They also tend to take credit for things that others have also taken part in.
Earth	Taurus, Virgo, Capricorn	These signs are practical, stable, consistent, rigid, determined, dependable, patient, conservative, and sensual. They love material comforts and have good recuperative powers.	They can be dull and too materialistic.
Air	Gemini, Libra, Aquarius	These signs can talk and communicate well; they tend to be intellectual, and they are able to handle abstract reasoning. They are logical, objective, talkative, social, spontaneous, flexible, cautious, idealistic, and unprejudiced.	They can be cold, superficial, and impractical. These signs fear something new and hunger for freedom.
Water	Cancer, Scorpio, Pisces	These signs are feeling, sustaining, and receptive. They are emotional, intuitive, responsive, sensitive, psychic, and deep. They tend to be susceptible to mood swings, and it takes a while to get to know them. They are also nurturing and base many actions they take on sense.	They can be self-protective and like to spoil themselves. If their emotions become too strong, these signs can become addicted to drugs, alcohol, food, or anything that keeps them from being overloaded. Along with their empathy, also comes a tendency to actually absorb the emotions of others.

 

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These are our characteristics - my dearest Four Element Friends from everywhere in this universe. But, in essence, we should realize just as Avatar has realized - that we are all really ONE ELEMENT - SPIRIT. Spiritually we are all the same - because we are all from the same spirit that created us - call it the Universal Spirit. I wish to obtain the good characteristics of all four elements. I guess I should try to understand and connect with people's emotions better, but as a Fire Sign - it is necessary to serve others like the Air Signs normally would. And so - I need to get myself in Avatar Mode. I don't know why I want to this - but I think it would be fun. Time to change myself and change the world. No joke.

PSYCHIC POWER IS WHAT I NEED. COME ON - no matter what I am still a Fire Sign/Bender (personality speaking anyways).

So - if I can't change some things - very well, but I'll do my best to be like Aang - learn all Four Element Bending styles.

Yours, 888 <333

 

 

 

 

 

There are many key principles that me and my friend are debating over on email that has serious repercussions for him - especially.

Anyhow - these are my Key Priciples that are worthy enough of being compatible with one another and for the betterment of society,  if used in the right way of course:

The Earth Elements:

LOVE, LIFE, LOYALTY

The Water Elements:

DUTY, HONOR, TRUST/TRUTH

The Air Elements:

RESPECT, DIVERSITY, PURPOSE

(RIGHTS, RESPONSIBILITIES, RISKS)

The Fire Elements:

FREEDOM, JUSTICE, RESPONSIBILITY

In short - there are three P's that needs to be understood carefully, concisely, and clearly:

The Spirit Elements:

PHILOSOPHY, POLITICS, PSYCHOLOGY

Once these three key principles are understood and analyzed in practical and ideological manners - it is necessary to synthesize these above with the Key Principles.

I feel that once all these philosophies in themselves are understood, then it is possible that they are all compatible with one another.

What do I think? I think they are all workable and worthy principles in a free, diverse, and responsible world.

It is not just about giving your life committment to one party - but change - if it needs to happen, must happen. If one wants to live the good life, one must first examine one's lifestyle and one's thoughts. It is that easy, and that difficult to comprehend. The price of liberty is pain, but once you understand it, you need not fear it.

Loyalty and Truth depend on one another - take away one of them, and the structure of stability will not function at all. Even if a substitute is found for one of them - it will never be the same. Loyalty and Truth need not to be in conflict with one another - they are both part of a whole. That whole is Life, and the Purpose of Life itself.

Call these principles the Meta-Principles. The means are meta-emotion, and meta-logic. This is the meta-philosophy. The philosophy of all philosophies - the core of life and the universe itself. It is diversity at its best.

Yours, 888 <333

 

 

 

There are three key places in the world, where, for the past couple of hundred years the Global Elite has established themselves. They're Washington D.C, The City of London (City of London Incorporated = Crown Territorial Capital), and the holy unholy Vatican. Let's call these three major cities, the Unholy Trinity.

Vatican City-State provide the moral dogmas and doctrines to the world, and enforces the evil hegemony of Christianity through the systematic murder, depletion, and destruction of human lives and human wealth. Considering that the Vatican control almost all the wealth in the world, while more than 2/3 of the world is in hunger, poverty, and warfare, the Catholic Church through its Blue Chip stocks and arms manufacturers have kept the world in the dark through the continual support of Wars, Big Business, Big Government, Genocide, Holocausts, Crusades, and keeping vital knowledge away from the, "masses." IGNORANCE IS STRENGTH.

Secondly - the City of London is the heart of the Elite's home, financially at least. This is the financial, or monetary arm of the Global Elite. They provide the primary financial aid in times of turmoil to both sides of any conflict, as there always will be TWO SIDES - divide and conquer. The City of London is ruled by the Bank of England, controlled by the Rothschilds, JP Morgan funds and interests, Schiff bankers, Rockefeller interests, and pretty much all the richest men and their families, and allies in the world. Their second primary bank is the Federal Reserve Bank in Washington D.C - another Global Elite, or Illuminati financial center where the banker gangsters rob the American people of their money and put them into perpertual debt that is impossible to repay (the infamous IRS). This is how the Global Elite manages to keep all the gold bullion safe from the people who actually DO NEED the wealth. Now, these rich bastards, who really are bastards are willing to kill any man over a penny - that is HOW GREEDY these bankers are. This is true, because, if you are to consider the global debt to the multinational bankers - you would realize that we are all in DEBT to the BANKERS themselves who profit off from giving us invisible money that can be made with a stroke of a pen or a click of a mouse. That is the POWER OF BANKERS. They have the right to make wars amongst nations, and make huge profits from arms dealing/manufacturing. They're also capable of getting away with any crime that they commit to achieve their One World Fascist/Totalitarian State.

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And so - the City of London is the monetary capitol of the world, because through Wallstreet, which they can, and are constantly manipulating through the Federal Reserve Banks and the Board of Governors (because they are the GOVERNORS) - they can and will get away with any economic, social, political, financial atrocity that they commit behind the scenes. And guess what? They DON'T GIVE A FUCK ABOUT YOU---that is how wealthy they are - because THEY OWN US. Their dream is the New World Order = NWO, spell it backwards, and you get OWN. THEY OWN YOU, just like they own ME, and so, they OWN ALL OF US. We are property, and they're our death masters who will kill us spiritually just to get a penny out of us. So, now that you KNOW this information - what WILL YOU DO? WILL YOU CONTINUE TO BE A DEATH SLAVE TO YOUR DEATH MASTERS WHO CARE NOT WHO OR WHAT YOU ARE AS LONG AS YOU SERVE THEM? Face it people - this is FREEDOM IS SLAVERY.  

Finally - we have the city-state of Washington D.C. Washington D.C. is the military arm of the Global Elite. They provide the weapons, the arms, and the technology to declare psychological/spiritual/assymetric warfare against us. This is the most important arms dealing capitol of the world, and for some reason, it has fulfilled its destiny of becoming the Military Power of the Illuminati. This is the reality of WAR IS PEACE.

You can run, you can deny it, you can hide from it, you can cuddle away in a safe blanket at night, you can go into a forest or the wilderness and escape them for a while - but they'll find you, and when they do, they'll DESTROY YOU. It is time to stop running away, or denying the facts that I have presented to you through hours of tireless research, discovery, and intrigue. It is time to stop dreaming and start OPENING YOUR MIND'S EYE to see the reality of the world you are living in. I am living in it as well - while I can't escape it, I can at least know how to confront it - arms rebellion and protests if need be. But, we must all acknowledge this simple truth - the Global Elite/Illuminati...

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will stop at nothing to deceive, manipulate, coerce, seduce, conspire, and murder their way into key positions of power and fulfill their dream of One World Government - The New World Order. Remember -as long as they own you, they own us. There is no escaping it, for now. We must take away the power of the bankers to make money, military and morals for us. It is time to take charge of OUR OWN LIVES.

Open your eyes. Open your mind. Open your ears. Open the Gate.

So, how does this all tie into the motto on U.S. money? Simple - the Elite profits from all that they call, "illegal." If it weren't illegal, they wouldn't make a profit out of it in the first place would they now?

Gold = Illegal FINANCIAL CONTROL OF YOUR MONEY, and YOUR NATION'S MONEY = FEDERAL RESERVE, BANK OF ENGLAND, VATICAN CITY, IMF, World Bank controlled by Paul Wolfowitz (CFR, Bilderbergers, Trilateral Commission, Bohemian Grove/Club, former Secretary of Defense in the Pentagon).

Oil = Illegal Wars to obtain it at all costs. This is why America is at war with Iraq, and is scheming at an excuse to invade Iran, and who knows, perhaps even Saudi Arabia next...

Drugs = (not really illegal) Marajuana, Crack, Opium, Heroin, Cocaine through China/Asia/Afghanistan, the Middle East, and Colombia (the code word on the street for cocaine is "33").

Also - one more thing - in each of the three key city-states of Vatican City, City of London, and Washington D.C, there is the obelisk. Why the obelisk you may ask? Simple - the obelisk is the male phallus. The circle beneath the phallus obelisk is the female sex symbol, the vagina. Together, they symbolize the male/female principles united into one. It is the sign of ancient Egyptian Sun Worship. By the way - it is also the symbolic act of sex between Osiris and Isis that produced Horus, when Osiris was dead. (much like the "VIRGIN" MARY with "Joseph" that produced "JESUS," or SAINT ISA)

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Now you know.

Yours, 888 <333 

 

 

XINYU HU

 

 

 

The One - Suzie McNeil

I was born to be in your arms
I was born to feel like this
And everytime that you come closer
It’s a rush I can’t resist
And when you call my name it’s like you’re lighting up the day
Life is just more beautiful every step we take

Chorus
You are the one for me
From the moment that I saw you
I knew you’d be my everything
I can’t get enough
But you always give me what I need
You are the one for me

That’s forever there in your eyes
And that’s heaven in your voice
And when I think about the future
To be with you is my only choice

‘Cause when you’re gone it feels as if the heart in me just stops
I need you around, without you I get lost

You are the one for me
From the moment that I saw you
I knew you’d be my everything
I can’t get enough
But you always give me what I need
You are the one for me


You’re the hand that’s guiding me
And made me see how love should be
And I thank God for giving me my dreams

You are the one for me
From the moment that I saw you
I knew you’d be my everything
I can’t get enough
But you always give me what I need
You are the one for me

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Dear Mr. President - Pink

Dear Mr. President,
Come take a walk with me.
Let's pretend we're just two people and
You're not better than me.
I'd like to ask you some questions if we can speak honestly.

What do you feel when you see all the homeless on the street?
Who do you pray for at night before you go to sleep?
What do you feel when you look in the mirror?
Are you proud?

How do you sleep while the rest of us cry?
How do you dream when a mother has no chance to say goodbye?
How do you walk with your head held high?
Can you even look me in the eye
And tell me why?

Dear Mr. President,
Were you a lonely boy?
Are you a lonely boy?
Are you a lonely boy?
How can you say
No child is left behind?
We're not dumb and we're not blind.
They're all sitting in your cells
While you pave the road to hell.

What kind of father would take his own daughter's rights away?
And what kind of father might hate his own daughter if she were gay?
I can only imagine what the first lady has to say
You've come a long way from whiskey and cocaine.

How do you sleep while the rest of us cry?
How do you dream when a mother has no chance to say goodbye?
How do you walk with your head held high?
Can you even look me in the eye?

Let me tell you 'bout hard work
Minimum wage with a baby on the way
Let me tell you 'bout hard work
Rebuilding your house after the bombs took them away
Let me tell you 'bout hard work
Building a bed out of a cardboard box
Let me tell you 'bout hard work
Hard work
Hard work
You don't know nothing 'bout hard work
Hard work
Hard work
Oh

How do you sleep at night?
How do you walk with your head held high?
Dear Mr. President,
You'd never take a walk with me.
Would you?

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Thanks to the power of the rich and powerful, most of us has never even spoken with the rich and powerful. Thanks to the elite, most of us has become incapable of critical thinking. Thanks to the government, the banks, the warmongerers, the witches at blackmasses with brainwashed young men going off to war, we shall never have peace. Thanks to the globalization of the world, most of us has never been able to understand why we are living in sub-standard conditions. Thanks to the rich, the multinational, corporate interests, and the think-tanks, most of us forgotten what it meant to be freethinkers. Thanks to the influence of Big Business and Big Media, most of us never bother to actually THINK about the standards we are living in. Thanks to the influence of the rich, the elite, and their followers, rebellion has been impossible to concur within the last couple hundred years. Thanks to the modern standard of living, our rights are being taken away and eroded further and further into dictatorship. Thanks to the, "War on [Imaginary] Terror," the Constitution, the Bill of Rights are completely ignored when it comes to government policymaking and policymakers. Thanks to the control of everything you do and everything you can fuck, the government can now fuck around with you more than you would like - through the politicilization of the Law.

Thanks to the rich, the poor shall never learn. Thanks to the greed and cupidity, the ego and the self-interests of Big Business, Big Media, Big Oil, Big Government, and Big Lies, the Big Truth has been hidden away from us for generations in Secret Societies like the Skull & Bones, Scroll & Key, Freemasonry, Opus Dei, Knights Templar, Knights of Malta, York Rite of Freemasonry, and numerous others including the Vatican.

Thanks to the rich, now we have the Bilderberg Group, the Trilateral Commission, the Council on Foreign Relations, Brookings Institute, the Club of Rome, The Round Table, the Committee of 300, the Heritage Foundation, Ford Foundation, Hudson Institute, the Asian Society, the CIA, the NSA, the DIA, the DEA, the NSC, the North American Union, the Security Prosperity Partnership, the Carnergie Endowment for International Peace (War), and Global Government, Global Fascism. Thanks to the rich, we have forgotten who and what we truly are, and what we truly want to be and become in Life. Thanks to the rich, our spirit has rotted away into corruption and materialism. Thanks to the centralization of 99% of everything you do, you could get yourself into jail by refusing to be, "politically correct," or, in other words, independent. Thanks to the control of literature and knowledge, most of us has become stupid due to censorship, conformtiy, and cover-ups. Thanks to the Intelligence Community, our lives has become more and more insecure - mass surveillance. Thank you for taking away our FREEDOMS. Thank you, but NO THANK YOU. Please give it back, or we will and We the People Shall rise up in Arms against You. Thank you.

Thanks to the rich, we have forgotten love, peace, truth, justice, knowledge, and harmony. Thanks to the rich, we have gotten ourselves into perpertual warfare, esponiage, illegal search and seizure, domestic and international spying, Big Brother, Hitler, Stalin, Brave New World, gas masks, nuclear warfare, psychological warfare, illegal surveillance, genetic manipulation, biological warfare, chemical warfare, erosion of the Bill of Rights, perversion of the Constitution, destruction and carnage around the world for decades if not centuries, an end to national sovereignty, sheeple, depopulation, political correctness, slavery 4 liberty, lies 4 truths, & war 4 peace. Thank You For N0-thing.

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 Well, what do I got to say to my own featured question? No - there should not be any limits to one's freedom of speech. Freedom is precious, and as such, it should be protected by any means necessary - even if it means the blood of patriots and tyrants. If you let your government erode your First Amendment Rights, then don't you think this would just give them a chance to go for your Second, Third, Forth, Fifth, Sixth, Seventh, Eighth, Ninth, Tenth and the rest of your Amendment Rights? Do you even know your rights people of America/World? Do you even understand what your rights are? Do you even know what your responsibilities are to PROTECT and UPHOLD your Bill of Rights, and almighty Constitution MEANS? Do you know HOW to protect your RIGHTS?

I hope you all know what to do now, now that you know the reality of the world you are living in. It is time to stop talking, and start walking the path to 3dom. You choose: War or Peace? Liberty or Slavery? Truth or Lie?

<3, LordX

888 <333

 This is We the People. I thank you for listening to my speech. Thank You.

 

Yesterday me and my good friend discussed the legilimacy of many of my ideas or knowledge/beliefs, whatever you call them, I care not.

But, he did mention a few pointers that - naturally to me initially made no sense at all, or, very little for that matter - but, now that I think about it - not everything I think needs to make much sense either, so why should his beliefs as well? Of course - some of his characteristics are troublesome to me, but that is another matter - but his theories and his practices? Well, I am not a big fan of being practical, but I see that there needs to be practical people to balance out the more idealistic people like myself.

Of course - the only major thing that seems to bother me about the conversation we had yesterday was the attacks on character - like whether or not I am lying to him - but that character assassination trick, which I am very familiar with - does not cut through with my arguments - since I need not lie to him anyways during our discussions. Besides - although I can talk a lot - that is only in front of him - in front of others, I am more moderated, and discplined. I keep my mouth shut at home and school, at least when I had it a lot anyways. Everyday I am stuck in that boring house of mine without chess to play, and so, instead I challenge my friends with debates.

For some reason he still thinks that I don't trust him, but suppose I do - a bit? Does that not count? How can I NOT trust you at least a bit, haven't you ever wondered perhaps I do trust you to a certain extent, minus the PERIOD part of it? Come now - not everything in this world is BLACK OR WHITE, it could also be  BLACK AND WHITE - depending on who you talk to of course. Not everything is absolutes, and not everything is relatives - the only thing left is to compromise and negotiate both sides of the argument and synthesize a new practical and ideal truth - that is only temporary, but like human beings and their minds - ideas change as well.

Another thing - being a bystander DOES SHIT against me, or against them - but it helps the SYSTEM way more than you could possibly imagine. By choosing to do nothing against the oppressors of the oppressed, you merely have chosen to JOIN the oppressor - whether you consciously chose to or not. It is a higher order of aiding the system in its suppression of the TRUTH, and all those who seek TRUTH. I know, I know, it is NOT JUST ABOUT THE FREEDOM, there is also security involved, but let us just remember that YOU ARE RESPONSIBLE, just as I AM RESPONSIBLE FOR THE PROTECTION AND SUSTAINMENT OF HUMAN LIBERTY. Liberty does not, on any account entail slavery or lack of freedom, or that freedom/liberty DOES NOT EXIST - because if it did not exist, there would not even be this debate in the first place, and we would have been happy believing that there is no such thing as, "liberty" and the word itself would never have existed if it DID NOT ONCE EXIST.

And now - my final point - please, PLZ COMMENT ON MY XANGA dude and gals - it would be a pleasure. Thanks a lot for your efforts every1.

And one more thing my pals - I RESPECT YOU ALL - just in different degrees depending on how well each one of YOU RESPECT ME. Of course, at times there might be some misunderstanding here and there, but that is understandable. I try to listen to all my friends, but seriously - I know there are times when I don't even bother listening - my bad. Oh well, I got my fucking faults and flaws, so, yeah.

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Henceforth, I am synthesizing our opposing ideas/practises into ONE. That way - we can reach a new paradigm of tolerance, discpline, responsibility, and or, respect for one another. It is a necessary next step in our endless, ever so subtle and outrageous arguments against one another, it is my greatest pleasure even though I get insulted more than I would like, but that is of no importance whatsoever.

Hence, this is the result and the process of the New Idea:

Liberty = Responsibility + Security (at a minimum, but just enough to protect everyone's freedoms/liberties)

Freedom may not necessarily equal liberty, but it is of no real significance, although dialectically and practically speaking it does. In theory, there is no difference, in practise there is.

Here is a quote that I know spoken by a very famous person a long time ago:

"A third-class mind is happy thinking with the majority. A second-class mind is happy to think with the minority. A first-class mind is happy just to think."

So - what does this special quote MEAN?

Quite simply - we humans need to THINK FOR OURSELVES for ONCE in this world that demands the utmost conformity, censorship, and control. The majority is not necessary - neither is the minority. Just be yourself and be a thinker, a doer all at once in your own unique way. I accept differences of opinion and intellect, that is how we THINK...it is the process my friends.

And - THINK ABOUT THIS:

"You still don't get it do you, boys? There ain't countries no more. They're running the whole damn show...we sell each other out everyday, might as well be on the winning team. You know you want the, "good life." Oh hell, everybody does. Everyone wants it, and everyone wants to get it...They're already ruling the world, behind the scenes. Why go against it when you can be a part of it, embrace it, make it a part of you?" - from They Live, [may not be accurate version].  

Tell me again one more time that I am NOT INSANE. Tell me there is no conspiracy by a global elite of reptilians to rule the world into a New World Order One World Government. Tell me. I. Dare. You. To.

This is the SHADOW GOVERNMENT: The GLOBAL ELITE.

Yours, 888 <333

 

XINYU HU, Lord X

 

 

 

I know that it has only been twelve hours since I last updated - but I am gettting really pissed off these days...and running out of patience, let alone tolerance for what happened to me and my friend half a year ago. I want to sue my old high school for being a bitch and a bastard just because we decided to post things up that criticizes its behaviour. Stupid high school principal, and dumb police officers - what do they know about the value and price of liberty and how significant it is to all of us?

I just wish I could go in that fucked up building and cause a freaking commotion. They will get sued someday, and someday I will get what I feel we should all deserve - total liberty - whether it is through blood or money. Freedom cannot be compromised because it is utterly precious to all of us - no matter who we are and what we are. Freedom is what makes society - society. If you take away the freedom of those that you despise, you don't deserve freedom yourself - it is that simple, and it is easier said than done.

Revenge is in my blood and soul these days - but I am still waiting and stalling for the most perfect time to strike at my old High School. It will and shall be done someday. It is just a matter of time, patience, hope, and strength.

THINK FOR YOURSELF. DON'T LET OTHERS THINK FOR YOU.

A GOVERNMENT BIG ENOUGH TO GIVE YOU EVERYTHING YOU GOT IS BIG ENOUGH TO TAKE IT ALL AWAY.

THINK.

YOURS, 888 <333

 

XINYU HU