It has been two years or so since my school psychologist told me about my, "mental issues." What that, "issue" is, I won't go into detail for personal reasons.
But, anyhow, I have decided that such an, "illness" is in my way of getting what I want in life - so, I am going to delete out of my life, and forget that I even have it - even the name shall be forgotten in my memory. I need not say what it is because it does not exist in the past, in the present, nor in the future. I have never HAD a mental illness, and even if I had - it is an inconvenient truth - an obstacle that needs to be taken care of. In other words - destroyed, terminated, and fucked.
Hence - with the elimination of that stupid disease or, "mental illness" out of the way - I can do whatever I want now - since I consider myself to be sane just like the way I see fit. I am free and I am me no matter what, "mental issues" surround me - and no matter what laws surround me. I am myself and no one and nothing can stop that - and if I choose to reject something that is unnecessary or perhaps an obstacle in my path to fulfilling my destiny - so be it. I don't care about whatever stupid, "mental illness" I have or had or will have - because I HAVE NONE.
It doesn't matter what psychologists, psychiatrists, social workers, or professional people say - I am always myself no matter what condition I have or don't have. People somehow expect me to be, "normal." Fuck, "Normal." There is no such thing as, "normal." You are either yourself or you aren't. It is the truth, and either take it or leave it.
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Fuck the Free world, I am getting sick and tired of people thinking they're free when in actual fact they ARE NOT free from the evil clutches of Big Brother.
I am a conspiracy theorist - but my conspiracy theories are not my words - they're based on the actual words and rhetoric of those in power and what they want in their position of manipulation and coercion. You can say that,"research" is merely opinion in disguise, or that, "you have selfish motives in fighting for freedom," "If given the chance to rule you would be a tyrant," "Nobody notices, nobody cares," "You're trying to control how other people live their life," and such things as, "You are insane, a lunatic, crazy, sick bastard," and the classical one that is like this: "Nobody understands freedom and everyone is enslaved already and so are you." Well - what does any of these arguments got to do with the facts and proofs that I represent to you all on behalf of TRUTH? I can't think of one relationship between any of these classical, "you-are-insane" arguments that disapproves any of the numerous concrete evidence that is spoken or quoted from really notorious if not powerful Elitists (all except the last argument which actually do make sense to a certain extent but should not stop anyone from resisting the Controllers and Elitists).
Well - if we DON'T DO ANYTHING against the rich and powerful - then we are just merely adding to the evil of this world. Why must we JOIN EVIL? Could we not at least RESIST IT?
And who says we don't understand what freedom is? Do we really have to fundamentally understand freedom? Yes, of course - this is the only argument that makes any sense in trying to dissuade me to think otherwise - but the rest of those arguments are merely inconsistent, inconclusive, and biased. They are merely arguments of proving how well you are at obeying the system in and of itself - they don't contradict my proofs in any way.
Perhaps most of us are doing too much wishful thinking - we imagine that somehow if we just live a normal, ordinary life and don't bother the system, they system won't bother you - well, reality check:
The System bosses you around every fucking day of your sorry lives with what to beLIEve, what to THINK, what to BUY - how you should live, how you should think, and how you should brainwash/oppose anyone who wants to resist the ridiculous system of coercion and manipulation.
Don't think what I am saying here is real? Well - try posting things up at school or university that opposes its doctrines and see how it reacts - perhaps you'll even notice contradictory/double-standards in the way it reacts to you and everyone else who dares to oppose it?
Then again - don't take my words of truth and honest sincerity - think for yourself for fucking ONCE. BE FREE from this institutionalized society. You don't need to live a, "good materialistic life," to be a, "good person," you just need to EXAMINE YOUR LIFE and the WORLD AROUND YOU. All I know is that I know absolutely shit about this thing that I am into - even if I am into it - but does that matter? Should that stop you from THINKING FOR YOURSELF? Should that stop you from WANTING TO BE FREE FROM THE CONTROLLERS? Should that stop you from FREEING OTHERS? NO - you know it and I know it. Now we all know it.
You don't NECESSARILY need to beLIEve in anything I say on these entries - even if they are TRUE. Just knowing them would be fine and doing something about that knowledge would be even better - you don't necessarily need to BELIEVE.
Just be careful of the world you are living in - be aware, open your eyes, open your mind, and open your ears.
The world is what you make of it - but if we work together then we can all be free - is freedom not what you want? If there were only slavery - then no matter what would that stop us from FREEING ourselves? Does not freedom still exist, even if its existence is only metaphysical?
All you need is your heart, mind and soul, friends and family to live the good life - you don't necessarily need materials and shit like that to live a good life - we all suffer no matter what - no matter how much shit we own or have. THE price of liberty is suffering and danger - but if we are to sacrifice our liberty then we have peace with slavery - and can any of us imagine that?
Nothing should stop us from fighting for OUR FREEDOMS together - as one - because only as one can we get back what is rightfully ours from our government, big business, big banks, and big media - the TRUTH.
If - on the other hand, you don't care about truth, freedom, and such precious, fragile metaphysical concepts - then it is not my responsibility - it is YOURS and YOURS ALONE.
Yours, 888 <3
XINYU HU
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