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  • An Inspirational Quote...

    The third-rate mind is only happy when it is thinking with the majority. The second-rate mind is only happy when it is thinking with the minority. The first-rate mind is only happy when it is thinking.
      - AA Milne


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    Intriguing this quote, isn't it? The first time I read it - which was 33 seconds ago, I thought to myself - which one am I? Yeah, I just want to THINK - think for myself, and be able to make up my own lifestyle, and to follow my own basic principles of life - which are many.


    I think that I owe this quote many thanks for waking me up - again. I am just a bit more aware now that it is not always necessary for me to think like the minority, but I should instead become just myself. I am me, and I am free - that is very significant to myself. I must be free to think, write, and publish whatever I want, whenever I want, wherever I want without being punished by some stupid cops or people who think I should be under their, "jurismydicktion." Jurisdict my ass thank you very much, but I am NOT interested in being anyone's, "property." I am me, and if you want to screw me over by claiming I am some fucking majority or some freaking minority, then I say I am my friggin' self, and if you don't like it, too bad. Listen pals, it has been nearly 20 years - this is me, take it or leave it.


    Yeah, anyhow, I am still promising to myself that I will get a job, and in fact, I am going to a job interview on Monday. I look forward to it. I can assure myself and everyone that I CAN get the job I am currently seeking.


    Over all, today, I argued and debated with my friends regarding the best tactics and strategies to get out of university, and pretty much, I am a loner, a solo warrior, and a soldier of valour, as that is what I am - in MY own right.


    My life and my path is no accident, and neither is anyone elses'. We are all here to do what we are here to do, and we just got to figure out the most basic and most simple way to do it.


    Love one another I guess is the over all principle, and BE FREE. FREE YOUR MIND. 3 thyselth. kNOw yourself.


     


    Yours, much love and care 2 all.


     


     


    XINYU HU


     


     


     


    I <3 u 4 EVEr.


     


     


     

  • Being honest with yourself, do you judge others by their outer appearances at first glance?

    Being honest with myself, I rarely, but, still, sometimes, judge people by their appearances. I am slowly starting to back off from those train of thoughts, but then again, sometimes it is difficult to really stop a thought, so, instead it is easier for me to think about other things instead of what people look like. I mostly judge the cuteness of the girls on Youtube music videos, but thank God they are just music videos. The rest - I don't think you should know...haha.


     


    Love y'all

       


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  • Guelph Experience...

    Wow, I am writing this so far from where I would normally write such an entry on Xanga...but, let me give it away: I am now living alone - a solo man on his own journey.


    Yip - like thousands of young men and women, I am living out there in the world, to take on the world, and make it our own as the theme song to Team Galaxy entails.


    However, I hate it when my mom keeps on calling me to get out there and live the life that she wants me to live. I try to socialize out here, I really do. I met like more than a dozen people already, and got most of my errands done through them - and their help. But, yeah, I am still alone in some ways or another. Like, right now, I am on the computer, alone, and in solitude. I just need some space for myself. I just need to be alone for a while, to think, to contemplate, and to reflect on what I am suppose to do for the master plan: job, apartment, quit university. That is the whole object of university - to learn suvival, get a job, and quit after first year. I don't intend to stay here for ever, and I don't need to stay here for ever just to prove to anyone anything. I can survive out here alone, and I can do it with or without university. I just need to survive this first year, then second year, I quit. It is that simple, really, so, socializing, and going to parties and all the events of orientation week is not really all that necessary - it is just for lipservice, and to pay homage to the new people that I meet on campus.


    But, in truth, I still feel alone without you Lady...I miss you so much.


    Oh well, I'll be back home this weekend and we'll hang out then.


    So far, university is a decent experience, but I just want to follow my own destiny that I have made for myself, and do it.


    This is my LIFE, and not anyone else's. University is just a means to an end.


     


    Yours, with much love


     


     


     


    XINYU HU


     


     


     


     


     


     

  • What's on your playlist?

    Rock music, emo music, classical, love songs...

       

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  • Do you believe there is a soul mate for you, somewhere out there?

    Oh yes, I certainly believe there is a soul mate out there for me - somewhere. The reason - is confidential, so I won't write much about it...


     


    PRIVACY IS IMPORTANT

       


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  • Education v.s. Indoctrination


    I have always imagined that education means tolerance, acceptance of new ideas, and respect for the individual. But, that is not so in Western Society - even in Canada, the distinction between education and indoctrination is a big blur. There is no clear gray area where people are tolerated, accepted, and loved under the jurisdiction of the education system of Canada. At the school I went to, this was most clear through experience.


    The first part is concerning the intolerance of the education system in Canada, and if it applies, most of Western Society. Here is my anecdote of a major event that changed how I view the education system as a whole, and its corruption.


    It was April 16th - 33 people have died at Virginia Tech, Blacksburg, Virginia. Shock and awe. There was utter fear and awe throughout the United States and the world as CNN and all the major American Media Moguls rushed to the scene of the tragedy. Thirty-three people have died in the worst shooting in American history - on a school. Then, as usual, the media bought up the topic of gun control, and over time, as the weeks gone by, people forget about the fact that Virginia Tech even happened. Meanwhile, at about the same time two weeks after VTech, half a thousand miles away, in Canada - me and my friend did what is considered, "a violation of school legislative law." It was on a full moon in April that me and my friend started posting up messages at the school regarding the events of Virginia Tech. I was the first to be caught by the school administration. They were the eyes of Big Brother - keeping an eye on everything I did, I was literally for a while - a prisoner within my own community - hated, feared, and controversial. So, the first time, after a severe punishment, I decided that I could take it FURTHER. So, I did. It was time for a new level of gaming against the school administration whose logic is haywire, and despite their continual efforts to make me stop posting up what MY opinion was of Virginia Tech, despite the opposition from professionals and teachers - I did it anyways, because I believed as my friend did - that there was nothing wrong with expressing what your opinion and feelings are towards the Massacre and society as whole (even if you are using profanity to make your point, you're not beating someone up and that is all that counts), and the aftershocks that eventually hit Canada hard, but seem to have forgotten (nobody in school did anything like what we did), and neither did the government decide to learn anything (except for more Gun Control, and more LAWS, more excuses to seize your property without the constitution being upheld)...


    And so - me, my friend, and the school got into a terrible titanic struggle of ideologies - the school administration feared that we might become killers and murderers, and commit suicide (which we did not), and even suspended me, although they did not use the word, "suspend." Instead, they used a rather fancy, "exclusion" word to fill in the, "incorrectness" that is involved in using the former (although I found nothing wrong with it). So, instead of dealing with my message and my friend's detailed messages of peace, love, tolerance, a change to the education system, and telling the students OTHER truths other than the one's that they learn all the time in school - consequences were, allegedly the perfect next step to being, "dealt with" by the education system. Indeed - we were very concerned for our fellow schoolmates as they DO NOT question the official reports of Virginia Tech, and did nothing to ask for the SCHOOL SYSTEM TO CHANGE. I even warned the school's principal that should he not change or ask for change within the education system, another shooting will occur somewhere, anywhere, at anytime - he ignored our pleas, and instead authorized for himself the use of dictatorial powers to keep himself and his staff safe - but safe from what? From the truth? From SOMEONE ELSE's opinion of what is TRUE?


    Hence - I was isolated away from my best friend, and she was literally stalked by the school officials because neither of them had a choice - but where I was isolated is not of any major importance - I was sent far away. But, before I was sent away, the police came over to my house to, "lecture" me about how I am to follow orders and do so without question - a few days later investigation detectives came over and illegally seized my computer (nowhere in the constitution is it written that just because I wrote something you don't like I have to give up my property just to prove to you that I am not insane or dangerous - it is based on common sense and reasoning). I was really pissed off afterwards - my rights are being diminished and so is my friends. Obedience - a joke, right? I never said a thing though - it is only the appearance they want, so I gave it to them - respectful, tolerable, courteous, honest. So, when I came back to the school after nearly two weeks - I had a meeting with a rather nice psychiatrist, and discussed some things with a really nice psychologist. But, while I once had so many allies within the adult world before the posting incident began - I was now stripped of any trustworthy allies except for my best friend who suffered a great amount as I did to express our opinions, and our view of what is to be done, and what could have been learned from Virginia Tech. To clarify - she stated that everyone is responsible for the fate of the 33 people who died that fateful day. My argument was simply that if society does not change, then the violence, the bloodshed, and the endless violations of human rights, fundamental rights will continue - even if it goes through the education system to do what it does - indoctrination of its own views onto others while punishing and severing anyone who dares to oppose the official doctrine of the day that is normally taught by the media, the education system, and the general world as a whole.


    Hence, my story of the tragedy and hope after the Virginia Tech Massacre. My story, every detail was written very carefully on my part, and I can assure you that this story is true. In fact - my entries that I posted up at the school that I attended is still in my Xanga entries. I swear - the entries just after the VTech Massacre are truly authentic. They were written near the end of April, beginning of May.


    And so - what do we learn about the lovely education system of Canada, at least based on my true story of freedom fighting and resistance from the school and being threatened, shocked, and traumatized? That the education system has no tolerance for any perspective or view that it is WRONG. It does not tolerate what is tolerable - what is simply language on paper which does not kill is taken as if it is a KILLER. The writer of the information is instead attacked, mocked, and crucified on a cross of his own heart and soul (as well as her's of course). They were told to simply obey and to subordinate their will to the principal against their very will, shouted at by the guy's, "favorite" counselor because the counselor imagined that following the law of the land is better than thinking for himself for once. Indeed - in a male-dominated society - it is the men who are treated with utmost intolerance and despise when they dare to speak out for the freedom of his fellow men and women.


    Secondly - the school system of Canada - based on the story reflects a world where laws reign supreme, and all laws, regulations, protocols must be respected even if such principles do not accept, tolerate, and love the people whom it is suppose to protect and govern. Instead - the school system - as a system of learning only teaches its students what they SHOULD learn in order for them to only get a job but unable to start thinking for themselves, and being able to survive, and becoming more like humans rather than slaves to a system of slavery, obedience, and docility.


    Third - the education system no longer shows any LOVE for its followers, more like their slaves. Instead of following its preaching that everyone should be tolerated no matter their race, their ideas, sex, gender, ability, thoughts - unless they do not tolerate you - the education system practises the opposite - it believes that everyone should be treated equally - EQUALLY under SLAVERY. Then, at the same time - should anyone state an opinion or idea that it does not like, it INTOLERATES them by exclusion, suspension, expulsion, isolation, stalking, watching, surveillance, illegal investigation, and any number of, "legal actions" that justifies it to bully those that dares to disobey or question its authority. This was proven in the case when the police came over. Hence - laws are no longer made to love or tolerate people - they have been made - in the case of the school to suppress and dominate everyone under its all-seeing eyes based on fear, anger, and hatred of anyone who is, "thinking for themselves."


    In conclusion, the education system, since it no longer tolerates a mere difference of opinion/intellect, hatred of questioning students, and disrespect of individuality (through severe, illogical punishments when it should have been looking at its own faults), shows a system of education, specifically in Canada, and all throughout the West that its education system - especially public is eroding away, and instead of being TAUGHT the truth, even if truth is either black and white or black or white teaches students nothing but HOW to FOLLOW INSTRUCTION, not question them - a sign of great intolerance, disrespect, dictatorship, and authoritarian leadership.


    Our freedom is precious, and so is our education - don't let those school administration officials corrupt it and turn into a doctrine for your mind to beLIEve in.


     


     


    XINYU HU 


     

  • If you had the chance to have three wishes (no wishing for more wishes) what would they be and why?

    1. Wish for personal peace and world peace (not under the UN or anything like that)


    2. Change myself for the better


    3. Marry the girl I love

       


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  • You have absolute power in your country for 1 hour; what do you do?

    For one hour in Canada/China, I would end the reign of covert conspiracies, end the corruption of Freemasonry and the Illuminati, and declare that the Charter of Rights and Responsibilities will be the ultimate law, and bring an end to moral corruption, as well as enforce full and complete FREEDOM OF SPEECH, THOUGHT, and bring about a libertarian society where individuals are respected above corporations and multi-national interests such as bankers and corporate elitists.

       

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  • What is one thing you've learned today?

    I learnt that if I put my mind on to something, I can do ANYTHING. I am INVINCIBLE. I am IMMORTAL. I am INFINITE. It is in my name's sake.

       

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  • I am Me, I am Free

    I have decided, upon many discussion, and debates with my parents that I want to and can get into philosophy teaching with or without the consensus of popular media support, or in my case - the support of my family. I am afraid that while the choice has some serious consequences, I am willing to take it. I am ready to determine WHO I want to be - and I want to be free, and DO what I WANT to do - aside of couse, from fighting for liberty and freedom. To teach philosophy and to learn it is my dream job, and I will do anyting I can to accomplish such a goal.


    Some may call me arrogant for choosing to go such a path, but I feel it is my destiny - it is the call of the Christ Consciousness within me that philosophy is my ultimate milestone by which I can change the world, and influence the future of society. I want to make a change, and only I can change myself to make that change happen. It must happen within, and it must happen NOW.


    I am not going to be a slave, but a human being, and to be a human being means the right to go for your dreams and to do so justly and without murdering someone along the way.


    Philosophy is one of the three P's that I seek to understand ultimately and absolutely - but, first, I must humble myself and know what must be done to reach a goal.


    And so - this is my steps to teaching philosophy:


    1. Survive first year of university


    2. Get a job at the same time that I am attending university


    3. Get into philosophy second year


    4. Support myself, first rent an apartment, and move all my stuff to that small apartment


    5. Change jobs and get more experience doing what must done for myself to survive


    6. Write articles on Helium and get cash...


    7. Organize rebellion against the Illuminati and get support from university students


    8. Become a better listener


    9. Get engaged with someone I love very much


    10. Marry her


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    These are my goals and I will do whatever it takes to reach these objectives...who knows? I need a lot of love on my journey to do what I must do to save the world, and end the corruption that has eroded the world to a status of a fallen angel...


     


     


    YOURS, much love


     


     


    XINYU HU