I am going to accept Ryerson's offer of admission as soon as possible. I hope they haven't forgotten about me, yet. I look forward to my University years. It is a gonna be a more worthwhile experience than high school - not saying that high school was totally bad, but it has done what it has done, and now - the people that I have met in high school are going to be the future with me, and everyone else. It is, after all, our purpose. I just got to get back my internet. Once that is done at home, I am going to accept their offer, and take care of Residence information as soon as I can. It is gonna be fun doing what I need to do, I suppose. But oh well...once I get in there, and survive Year One and Year Two, I could easily transfer if my marks are higher to another better university - Waterloo for example, or even Toronto for that matter. You never know...

And, once I become more mature, responsible, and law-abiding citizen, fall in love with Big Brother, or not...and then, once all my University years are over (may be not), then I can start fucking the world to shreds. I enjoy that. That is, only once I get rid of this stupid high school semester - last one left, and the only one that is left to be beaten, or beaten up by. I can't wait until this stupid year is over with. I want to go on with my fucking life. I want to be free, and to do so, I'm going to have to continue influencing all aspects of society - by, fucking it. I enjoy ripping apart the foundations of modern society. It gives me pleasure, and satisfaction at what one man or group is capable of. It is a sense of power, and hence, a sense of security, and liberty. Freedom is no longer going to be slavery. We will be free - meaning, me and my evil alteregoes. Welcome to hell kids.

 

Yours, with much love

 

 

Xinyu Hu

 

 

 

Rothschild Bank of London
Rothschild Bank of Berlin
Warburg Bank of Hamburg
Warburg Bank of Amsterdam
Lazard Brothers of Paris
Israel Moses Seif Banks of Italy
Chase Manhattan Bank of New York
Goldman, Sachs of New York
Lehman Brothers of New York
Kuhn Loeb Bank of New York

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OUR ENEMIES - LADIES AND GENTLEMEN!

Along with:

Rockefeller Foundation

Royal Bankers Fund

Luci's Trust

Federal Reserve

Internal Revenue Service

Tavistock Institute on Human Relations

Senate Foreign Relations Committee

Freemasonry World Wide

Royal Families Convention

Council on Foreign Relations

Trilateral Commission

 Bilderberg Group

Royal Families Committee

Council of 300

Club of Rome

International Intelligence Community

Global Commission of the United Nations One World Initiative

United Church Council

Intelligence Service Imperium

Global Army Intelligence

Global Naval Intelligence

Global Air Force Intelligence

Terra-Intelligence Commission

Astro-Intelligence Commission

Global Economic Intelligence Panel

World Economic Forum

The Bohemian Grove Club

World Justice Council

M-13 - Global Intelligence Council

British-French-American Council on Foreign Relations

Royal Institute on International Affairs

RAND Corporation

Imperial Oil

World Resource Council

International Security Service

Rothschild & Rockefeller International Banking Committee

International Bar of Law

The Geneva Convention

Council of the Americas

The American Board of Directors

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Welcome to the real Matrix ladies and gentlemen. Unfortunately, many of these groups are secretly formed, and funded quite recently in the past four decades, and quite recently now. I have my resources to confirm such news of the One World Government. And - to my resources - secretly provided, funnelled and smuggled through - - thank you guys for providing me the resources for warning the world of this One World Government that is coming. Another thing - I heard the International Intelligence Imperium has been breaking into Mossad, CIA, KGB, MI-5, French Intelligence, MI-6, and Soviet Intelligence files - also, the United Nations Intelligence Council's Above Top Secret database files to discover the names and founders of all these intelligence, economic, religious, political, and social organizations. Thanks, once again, to my intelligence sources within the CIA.

Since such organizations are Above Top Secret, and are only available - at least most of them to the highest of the Illuminati and Mason, Intelligence officer, multinational crony out there, you won't find any of this on Google, except a few notable groups such as the Bilderbergers, Trilaterals, CFR, RIIA, and the rest are up to you to figure out...

Have fun searching for the Truth

 

Xinyu Hu

 

 

 

These days are excessively dull as usual...nothing very interesting or intriguing going on...I am bored to death. Sure, I watched some Avatar and Megabots - I think that is the show...but aside from that and CNN, BBC World, and some fucked up movies - that is all. No internet for about four days man - fuck, the Internet sometimes feel so surreal, its like a freaking dreamland...but, then again, what can you do eh? Oh well...whatever...

And, speaking of whatevers, who cares, and the alike - my old fueling rage at school is coming back anew in new guises, and in even more fury than ever before. I know, I know, I seriously should let go of the past that hurts me so much - yet, what the fuck happened to being yourself? All I ever really want in this world is to be free, but no, everything I do is in vain, or, in some cases, just pure vanity. Hopelessness. Despair. I can't seem to live with it any longer. But, what can I do? All I can do is fuck it in my own mind. I wish I could fuck up karma, causation, and pretty much almost everything that is an obstacle to my road to freedom, to liberty, and to sovereignty. If I were to betray anyone or anything right now, it would be my country, and this world. But, a friend - that is impossible to betray (unless of course you're faking being your enemies' friend)...

Whatever honor I have or don't have, pride I own or don't own right now is irrelevant, meaning that I am pretty much indifferent to pride, and honor. Yeah, right? What pride, what honor? There is none in me. All I want is freedom, the price of liberal democracy. Fuck socialism. I am not a socialist. I refuse to be a socialist either. I am me, and if society doesn't like it, well too bad - they can go fuck themselves up all they want. I have absolutely nothing to do with my enemies.

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After watching Avatar for a while, I am beginning to see why you like it - I guess I am just beginning to be interested in it, because well, its old Chinese cultural stuff I guess, and the fascinating story line. No doubt it is exciting...just hope to God I do not get myself brainwashed in too much television. I can't stand TV as usual, but I just watch it to see how they do some of their brainwashing techniques, and to catch them off their guard with all the bullshit that is happening in the White House, the Pentagon, the Department of Justice, Homeland Security, CIA, and whatever else that is blowing up the world and the United States to shreds. Oh well...life is life. What can you or I possibly do about the things that we can't control? Do nothing of course - control the things that we can be in control of. Fuck. Freedom - why the hell are the rich soooooooo fucking rich, and the middle class so stuck in toil. We don't need rich people to be people. If we are rich already, we can study, learn, and master whatever we want on our own time. In the end, we'd still all turn out be geniuses, intelligent individuals. We don't need the economy either to survive. The economy is covertly controlled by the Rothschilds, the Rockefellers, and  the fucking Royal Families dammit!

So, enough of my random rants of the day. I wish I were hanging out with my friends again, but oh well. I dread the coming back of school. I hate it sometimes. I can't stand my enemies. I can't stand this system, yet, I conform to it whenever it is necessary to do so - which is, most of the time. I hate this so much.

Yours, with indifference and anger at Karma, the United States, Bush, and all the motherfuckers out there that want to conquer the world...FUCK YOU!

To my enemies at school: R, and M - fuck you, you motherfucking bastards!

Xinyu Hu

 

 

 

 

Wisdom is the confirmation of one's doubt, and in doing so, knowledge becomes a form of power (although only certain knowledge actually do become power)...

I am going to be blunt here, knowledge, wisdom, and understanding - the triparthide of the human mind - like grammar, rhetoric, dialect, syntax, symmetry, and serenity - form the foundations of how we express ourselves. I need to learn how to express myself more cleary to society, I don't even know if this could get even more clearer than this. I must admit, though, that wisdom - in all its beauty is very humble, and is willing to get itself humiliated and murdered for the sake of justice and mercy. And no, not all knowledge becomes power, because although power is everywhere, and everywhere there is some form of power, it is impossible, even unrealistic to harness every single tidbit of power in existence. Hence, understanding - it is the best we can do. Causation. Cause and effect. Reality and Ideality. The Matrix and the Machines, and the people of Zion.We can never escape it. We are for ever slaves to it. It is those in power who determine the fates of their slaves - we are the whim of the Lords of Karma, but even worse, here, on the terrestial sphere, we are covertly guided and manipulated by the Illuminati - 33rd degree Free Masons, the most powerful men and women on this planet. Yes, it is because of not only our own former wrongs in the past, and the dark energies that surround this planet and universe (dark matter, dark energy, Dark Light), that consumes this planet ever more into chaos, disaster, and oblivion.

The rising occult power of the merger of Dark Magic and White Magic is taking its toll all over the world. We, as a species, have failed to protect one another, instead, we continue obliterating one another out of the face of this Earth, without any consideration of the environment - both consciously acknowledged, and unconsciously subdued - our own emotions, thoughts, and actions.

Conspiracies are everywhere - as many of us may or may not know. What the Illuminati and their slaves have done to this world and universe is gruesome. They have raped the Earth of good, and now - no matter what Wisdom, Knowledge or Understanding we have - the best we can do is to save the ones we love no matter the cost. That is why I work so hard to urge my friends - Gabriel Ho and his other pals to check out conspiracies that could effect every single one of us. While the effects are subliminal, subtle, even seductive to cast aside just because of some stupid messager with his or her, "stupid" message - does not mean the message is stupid. An attempt to attack the messanger fails to ever resolve the message that the mesanger is delivering in the first place - the Truth. We may run away from reality all we like, but the truth is - deep down, we know that the truth will never stop pursuing us. We can keep running, hiding, dogding, fleeing, struggling, fighting, and toiling against it - but the Truth - the pure Truth - will never leave us no matter where we go, where we turn, or even where we are.

We, alone, are, ourselves the way and the path to the truth. We must take the first step though to receive it - by ourselves, and nobody can do it for us, except ourselves. So, next time, when someone says something that the majority considers to be insane, intolerable, and even dishonest - take a minute to step away from the situation, and look at it from a third person perspective. When the majority is right, it normally means (in today's society at the least) - that they're wrong, although not always, or else it would be a generalization of this whole escapade and essay or whatnot in the first place. Hence, investigate, explore, face the reality, because as I stated a milliion times before in my previous entries - the Truth of the Illuminati and world domination is in the works, and it is already in the final stages of completion (I don't like the idea, but there is nothing I can do, legally or physically)...

Now; for Gabriel Ho: Consider this: The scenarios and biases that you present to your messanger with the specific message of how a group of powerful, influential, and Satanic individuals are too biased. They are so biased that they are impossible to even solve - and, to make things worse - they always favour your opinion. Your biases are presented in a light that favours your perspective only, and while the, "truth" may be challenged that way, it is an unfair, unjust, and discriminant means of dealing with the whole issue of conspiracy theories. Your scenarios must be fair, even, and have a neutral ground at the bare minimum (I thought you knew about all the limits of life, and everything else, why break the limits that are supposed to be in both of OUR favour anyways?).

For every ideology, theory, and concept - there is a range of biases by which it can tolerate criticism, but, once you reach outside of that limit, whether or not the scenario is possible, even probable to be able to be resolved has become truly irrelevant, because it cannot be solved no matter what one does. The Illuminati are a false little science fiction story I made up to suit my own purposes (something you made up with no evidence to support the fact that I did make them up) is a form of attacking the mesange.

 

Nobody says you can't be free, you can't be unbiased, or you can't be you. Just be yourself. That is the road to freedom. Know thyself - know thy enemy. Know thy tactics and strategies.

 

 

 

Paradox = God; Infinity = Insanity
 - Anonymous

The God Paradox, and the Insanity of Infinity...how wise a statement Anonymous. Now, if only you known that I am writing about you, then, insanity's sanity.

 

There are no accidents. Everything is based on providence. We are in control of our own lives. So be it, then...

Freedom Fighters!

3:33 pm was the time i left to go to Longo's with Lady...just out of the blue.

I played Listen to Your Heart 33 times currently with Windows Media Player 11, 11*3=33

Lady's score on the first game in yesterday's bowling were: 33 on 3rd round, 66 on 6th round, and 101 by 10th round. 101 - what does it mean? It means a whole lot more than you could possibly ever imagine.

101 - Neo's apartment number in the Matrix, the floor number of the Merovingian's palace in Matrix Reloaded, Highway 101 in the Core Network of the Matrix, and 101 = 5...5 Chinese people, five destines, five fates, 3 guys, 2 girls - "W" and, "M" all have the 23 or 32 anomaly...5 = 2 + 3...

On my second game in Bowling, the first score I got was 13 - I won in the end. Therefore, 13 is also a lucky number - somehow - just before the 13th of the third month - 3-13, or 313.  

I once got all 333s and 888s in a card game with my friend...lucky numbers according to Chinese numerological accounts - whatever that means...

16 days before my birthday as of today - 16 = 8 + 8 (8/8, or 88 -Lady's bday, and the day relative to Jan1st that is my bday)

23 is also my favourite number - hence, 13, 23, and 33 all showing up at once is no coincidence.
In the Matrix Reloaded, and probably in every Matrix movie, there are a possibility that each of them has either 13, 23, or 33 scenes.

I sprinted towards where Lady was on approximately the 33rd second on 3:33...after I realized that I am late by 3 minutes (Anthia's favorite number)...

The Number 23 - a movie I wanted to see came out last month on the 23rd day...some say that number - 23 is good, others say that it is bad...but, whatever it means - it sure haven't bought me down yet...

Life is what it is. Just to live it. <3

 

1,11, 111

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2, 22, 222

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3, 33, 333

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<3, Xinyu Hu

 

 

 

I understand that although I've updated yesterday three times, I am more than willing today to update some more...that is, to talk about random shit that has been circling my brain for the last few months - ever since the beginning of - oh, I don't know, a really, REALLY long time...

Pride, Honor, Duty...Liberty, Equality, Fraternity...Oppression, Repression, Suppression...

That the title of the day for today...so, what to talk about? Talk about shit as usual? No way, of course not...it has to be good shit...

First, let me elaborate on Pride, Honor, and Duty...

Pride - it is the feeling that one is pretty much better than everyone else, and that no one can beat you...now, to be more personal, I have no pride whatsoever to the contrary. Sure, some may say that doublethink messes me up, and that I need a life, but you have to understand my desperate psychological condition - I need an idea, an immortal concept by which to bring myself to - to be reborn into - except, unlike the old Christian concept of, "born again," I just die...well, at least in spirit to the world. When that occured, the world - at least I thought - could now be investigated and explored in all its aspects, not just the narrow, dogmatic view of the majority. It is pride, then, that I must shed off if I were to understand all aspects and perspectives, and to use to help the human race. But, today, I have come to terms with it - I am not immortal, I am human, and that while we may want to be immortal, only by being born into an ideology could we fulfill the impossible dream. Pride, then, leads to arrogance, ignorance, and pertinence.

Honor - it is loyalty and duty to the ones that we love truly and deeply with our heart (appealing to my emotional feelings, sorry about the lack of true definition, but you get the idea)...I have honor for my friends of course. I believe that it is my duty and loyalty that pays off as to well how a friend I become. I am, after all, human. I can only do so much. I have limits, but my honor can bring me up to a whole new level if need be. Hence, honor to my friend, our freedom, our liberties, and our true selves. Hence, honor - it is treasured, valued, and loved by me.

Duty - what must I do in life? What is my purpose? I know that while I have a duty on this earth to accomplish, it is not clear to me what it is...so, instead, I'll just say, "oh well." There is no more, "so what" to the question of duty - I know what I must do, and therefore, I must do it. As the Oracle in the Matrix Reloaded emphasized to Neo - "We're all here to do what we're all here to do." Now, Mrs. Oracle, it is my turn to take on the lead.

        

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LIBERTY...EQUALITY...FRATERNITY...

Concerning Liberty - if we are to be free, we must take responsibility for our freedoms. Simple as that. But, no - we hardly ever take responsibility for our freedoms - that is why, if we are not to choose a side now, there won't be any, "sides" to choose from. Better protect your neighbours and everyone around you if you are not to lose your last threads of freedom. That is the price of inevitable liberty. No law could ever save liberty when it dies in the hearts of men and women alike. Love liberty. Liberty is like love - it starts out simple, then, it gets complicated.

Concerning Equality, the world has been an unequal piece of garbage for the last two thousand years even after Christ said that things will be better. History has proven over and over again that those who seek power, regardless of the human and individual condition will do anything to create an elite class of people to take over. There is, of course, good dictators and bad dictators. However, evil has won in the war of dictatorial power. Why? Simple, power always seek those who are corruptible, gullible, and ignorant of their own devices. Equality is as imaginable as believing that cows can swim, and that fish can crawl. It is impossible, only in heaven is such a concept possible, even heavenly probable.

Finally, concerning Fraternity - there has always been ranks, degrees, and initiations even the simplest systems of human organization. In friendships, for example, it is only natural for us to individually decide whose a stranger, acquaintance, friend, good friend, best friend, etc...all with different names, but the idea is still there. Hence, a hierarchical structure - not fraternity is the only possible outcome of any, "degrees of initiation." Everywhere, there are levels - a building, a corporation, a government, a friendship bond, a gang, an intelligence agency, a secret society, a sorority, everywhere - even close to home - at school.

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Oppression, Repression, Suppression...

Oppression, Repression, and Suppression - that is the reality of the world that we live in today. I leave you all to ponder this for yourselves. Think people, think. Who is your greatest enemy? Your enemy? No, there is another, another force, far more devious, deceptive, and demonic than any other - intricately tied to thd Devil himself, and even more intimately tied to the source of all corruption in this world. Think. Thinking is the most precious thing you got - don't ever lose it.

 

Yous, with much <3

 

Xinyu Hu

 

I just read an amazing quote written by someone in the Global Consciousness Module - it states something like how men kill each other in the name of God, but, behind that logic, behind their fervor faith and zealous desire for their own empire - is Darwin's concept of, "natural selection." Ironic eh? It seems that humanity has managed to put God back into the equation while flat out being hypocrites and bigots by claiming that natural selection must be done so in the name of their radical and fundamentalist religious faith. Twisted logic or logically flawed faith? It seems like everything so innocent, sweet, and bitchy in a nice way is perverted and plummeted to become something so narcotically evil and sinister. I am already scared of the world enough already, trying to freak me out even more does not address the issues of humanity at heart. While I may be rebellious, just give me the chance to voice my opinion and intellect dammit!

Seems like we need to go into our own dream worlds for now to escape the sanity of the madness of the modern world. Dreams - it is a temporary, even beautiful escape from the sanity of the sanity of the insane world that we all live in. The world - it needs insanity as much as it needs sanity. People think I am insane, at least, some of them, but how is that gonna be any different if I were not insane? I still dream of you - you are so real in those dreams, so vivid, so - well, you.

Dreams - you'll need them wherever you go, wherever you are...it is our hopes, it is our fears, and with it, it is our last strands of ourselves that society for ever rejects in the name of who you are.

I...love...you.

Xinyu Hu