I enjoy controversy and being a pain in the ass for society. I like it because it allows me to engage with other people. I have been a loner for so long, so, I figure, causing trouble is a fun and very creative way of doing things. After all, I do have all this free time.

One of the most recent set of troubles I have run into includes facing my teachers about how they teach something, and a gang of students who absolutely hate me because I speak my mind. I have to speak my mind to someone, somewhere...right

After all, if you are fucking lonely, bored, and have been ticked off so much in the past two years...what the fuck should anyone expect? That you should just caually forget about all the terrrible, shameful, embarassing moments of your pitiful life? Of course not. I remember all my sins, my crimes, and my atrocities on a psychological level. Recently, just within the past 24 hours I nearly got into shit the college and the Associate Dean for something I did nearly a month ago. Geezes. Give me a break. I just want to feel like I am ALIVE. So, I use my passions and my obsessions to catalyze and create that momentum of "life."

In my personal relationship life...I have no relationship. I have been single for a year already. I am not available right now though ladies...not yet. I am too fucking busy making a life of fame and infamy for myself and othes to even get a relationship. I hardly even have a relationship with myself...(well, I do - it is just unstable)...so how could I possibly bother having another relationship with another woman? Screw that.

Call me an asshole. I am proud of it....for now.

This is a random post (again) of America's history of the most (you got it) random wars against anything and everything, from present to past (top-down):

Unstated, but real wars:

EDIT:

- War on Germs - "cleanliness" fear of bacteria...war with the microscopic world...

- War on "Christmas" - Bill O'Reily's infamous war that has been declared by the atheist on Christians...as if tradition cannot possibly get any worse...

- Lou Dobb's "War on the Middle Class" - essentially, the Middle Class is being rooted out by both political parties...doesn't matter who you vote for boys...it is all the same guys...

- War on Energy (war for oil) [it is America's moral duty to secure energy, even if there is plenty for everyone] - "Peak Oil" sounds a lot like "Big Shit"

- War on language and sincerity [political correctness to correct "offensive" speech] - Americans have no right be offended by those bigots out there who despise our freedoms...

- War to "Save the Planet" - another greedy corporate attempt by the globalist to expand their reach to include taxing people for their, "pollution"

- War on Racism - civil rights is GOOD, but there is a point where it infringes on more essential issues of FREE SPEECH

- War on Specism - "humans are equivalent to the vermin they kill for survival" (thanks to Disney Corporation and its gang of media moguls)

- War on Chauvinism - thanks to Feminism, now men have "less" rights lest they be perceived to as sexist

- War on Freedom and Your Constitution (through the war on terror)

- Cold War (a nice way of saying a peaceful war or a warring peace)

- War on the Mind (we have to prevent crime before it happens, so, give us power or give us your Constitution)

- War on Cyberspace (there might be terrorists out there you know...)

[Future war - War against the Sky {from Arthur C Clarke's Time's Eye Trilogy}- it is not enough to be at war on earth, we need to fight against the heavens (aliens, pesky foreign species that invade America's corporate mafia's "interests")]

- War on Swine Flu (or, generally speaking, since the coming of vaccines, the war against flu and anything that might make you sick)

- War on Terror (still no end in sight - at home or abroad. War is already terrifying enough, why are we making more terror to end terror??? [logical fallacy])

- War on Drugs (still on, I assume?)

- War on Cancer (well, we gave up that one a long time ago...)

- War on "Poverty" (if war is profitable, shouldn't there be less poverty?)

- War on Crime (criminals are like a foreign, invisible enemy in our midst that we must crush with the use of militant paramilitary squads of other criminals who are better off - we don't like competition)

- World War II and World War I (two great opportunities for our Corporate American thugs to loot, rape, and strip the world clean of "Germ"ans and other vermin)

- American Civil War (that is right, we shoot each other out of "respect" over the whole "slavery" business)

- EDIT: America's Southern States right to abdicate from the Federal Government (oooopps. after one hundred year or so, we seem to have forgotten the right of every state to leave the Union, and be free from the ever more dictatorial federal government)

- American Philipine War (why should we bother living with Filipino's? White Pride World Wide)

- Mormon Conflict (we needed some target practise - those stupid Mormons over there look tasty)

- American Spanish War (Spaniards are annoying - let us bomb the shit out of them too - for fun!)

- American Mexican War (Mexicans produce good tacos, but when it comes the LAND, we own it because it is God given to America the Great)

- American Indian War (indians are savages, brutes, and merciless killing machines - we just happen to be more organized and "civilized" in our way of life)

- American War of Independence (we wanted to be independent because we own slaves, and they don't - those stupid British anglophiles!)

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As the famous George Carlin once said in his famous comic routines - YOU GIVE US A COLOR AND WE'LL WIPE IT OUT!!!!

EDIT Ideas courtesy of littleprofessor@xanga.com

Today when I was at work, and the moment I walked into my department, I was forced to restrain myself from laughter as I watched my ADULT bosses dressed up as a gangster chick, and a pumpkin respectively. I was like, WTF!

God, this whole Halloween thing is for KIDs. And I can bet every kid, in their subconsciousness has wondered to some degree or another what is the whole purpose of this Halloween thing...but nobody dares to say anything because they do not want to feel, "left out." Well, I can understand that feeling. I was one of those kids who openly wondered to himself what the heck is the whole purpose of Halloween? To freeze your ass off just to get a few candy? Why bother?

Now, my real beef with Halloween is why the heck are ADULTs dressing up? If I ever saw my mom dress up for Halloween I would burst out laughing my ass off in my room. Because in all honestly, Halloween is for chlidren - those immature, pre-puberty level girls and boys who don't know better. Besides, why should I "tolerate" something I see as a shame on Western society? I mean, in the abstract I probably tolerate and accept Halloween for what it is. But to ask me to participate in it is just out of the question for me. I do not have to. There is no law that says anyone ever has to be a part of the childish fun and "activity."

Why should I give myself to the collective spirit of meaningless candy giving when I know I have better things to do? To me, in my opinion, Halloween is one of those really creepy corporate gifts to children (and adults alike) to celebrate being slaves to Satan and or Lucifer.

Good Lucifer right?

Or....more subtly..."Good Luc[ifer]k!"

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Am I being too independent, a jackass, or do I have a degree of truth in this entry about the hollowness and meaningless "celebration" of Halloween? Am I bigotted in my disdain at this "traditional Western" activity?

Thanks

Xinyu Hu

This is just so random, but here it is:

This is how I think the Armed Forces could be divided in terms of tactics and use of arms and manpower:

Defense - production units, super weapons, infantry

Offense - tanks, slow, powerful armored vehicles

Support - aircrafts, carriers, bombers

Intelligence - covert operations, small, tactical, well seasoned and veteraned soldiers, sabotage, provocation, spys, surveillance, cloaked units

I have been thinking deeply about how communications technology has changed the way we see the world, and in turn, how we understand the world. Which in turn, effects us all back again in a subconscious level.

This is what I mean:

Take television for example, which has drastically improved and accelerated the means and ends of information processing. People are now spending more time in front of the tube than anything else. After all, television programs are scheduled, rigid, and intense. It requires no skill, no talent, and no imagination. Just stare, focus, and try not to blink.

The messages that TV usually, or in today's case always sends is "BUY OUR SHIT - OUR SHIT IS BETTER THAN THEIR SHIT." In terms of any real meaningful information; we only get snippets and sound bites which only last 3 seconds may be. Not enough time for us to even process what is going on. Then, the news moves onto the next "important" piece of news...usually something about how one country has been fucked up by another because the other country (usually the US of A) is scared that its dick may not be big enough. So, we usually hear how people are bombed, but they are not people according to the media. They're "terrorists." Then, we move on to Perez Hilton.

Then, 5 minutes after we turned off the television, we wonder, "What the fuck did I just learn?"

Hence, meaning itself is lost in the labyrinth of meaningless, cluttered, and chaotic information. That is what I call information overload. It makes people stupid you know. But, thanks to political correctness, we don't have stupid people, we have intellectually inefficient and mentally challenged people. Or, we get those who claim they are, "differently" abled. Well, last I checked, we were and still are different from each other. Shouldn't that also apply to us?

Now, the effect of this kind of mass barrage of useless, meaningless, null storm of information The masses are pretty much kept ignorant, unaware, and naive of their reality. There is no connection in what they read, see, or hear. Reality has been distorted. That is why, after we develop the next level of technology, we must be careful of the consequences of it on our public discourse and how we can best avoid the pitfalls of new technology.

Ultimately, technology has driven us apart, while claiming to bring us together. Television is the perfect example of how ignorant people are of their local communities and neighbors. Today, we are more concerned with what is happening in another country, rather than with the mess that is in OUR FRONT door.

Yours, with grace

Xinyu Hu

Sex - artificial production of vertically, and horizontally challenged homo sapiens

Penis - Ejaculation device

Vagina - Insertion pod

Sperm - swimming terminal access drivers

Egg - production entry point

Blondes - golden colored chicks

Redheads - warrior chicks

Brunettes - Asian style chick

Chick - unintended beauty victim

Girls - sexually discplined

Boys - sexually savage beasts

Asshole - hole diggers

Bitch - unregulated species

Rape victim (from George Carlin - BEST COMEDIAN EVER - we miss you George!) - unintended sperm recipient

Update (Progressive Progressions Report):

Orgasm - white goo spattering

Pleasure - screaming session

Trans-sexuals - Sexually transformable genus of homo erectus sapien

Gays/Lesbians - Sexually biased

Genitals - Special activity zones

Kissing - saliva stock exchange

Hugging - bodily enclosure

Foreplay - double mechanical re-adjustment

Masturbation - unreasoned fluid depletion

Nudity - garment free

Sexual Fantasies - bodily delusions

The above is just for your personal humor. I hope you all liked it.

I am fucking sick, tired, and outraged at the whole stupid, pathetic, savage mentality of "political correctness." My school is full of those "Political Correctness" police or should I call them assholes? Simple, they are assholes for trying to tell me that my freedom of speech and everyone else's freedom must be compromised to make them "happy." Well, screw their happiness.

This whole nonsense about political correctness is just one more attempt of the government and the state to CONTROL the human mind. It is just one characteristic of socialism. Or, should I call it Zionist Socialism - add it with National Socialism, Marxist Socialism, and Feminist Socialism, and Sexual Socialists. All these motherfucking socialists have to learn to study something called, "reality." Reality does not conform and never does conform to the illusory reality that people where people think they are free.

So, I am called a, "conspiracy theorist." I don't give a FUCK. I DO NOT GIVE A FUCK. That is right, I do not care about you say. I am here to piss you off. I am also here to make you think if you won't think anywhere else. This world is not really free. I am here to set myself and everyone else free. I do it by making people think by using controversy. I love controversy.

All of the crazy conspiracy theories I know are perfectly verifiable. It is true that Zionism has nothing to do with Jews, and Israel is an illegitimate country. After all, it is nation sponsored by the terrorist-supporting government of the United States of America. It is all verifiable fact.

I am going to free myself of this shit. If you don't like it, I could care less. Am I too arrogant? Am I too independent? In the end, does it really matter?

Look into my eyes, what do you see?
Cult of personality
I know your anger, I know your dreams
Ive been everything you want to be
Im the cult of personality
Like mussolini and kennedy
Im the cult of personality
Cult of personality
Cult of personality

Neon lights, a nobel prize
The mirror speaks, the reflection lies
You dont have to follow me
Only you can set me free
I sell the things you need to be
Im the smiling face on your t.v.
Im the cult of personality
I exploit you still you love me

I tell you one and one makes three
Im the cult of personality
Like joseph stalin and gandi
Im the cult of personality
Cult of personality
Cult of personality

Neon lights a nobel prize
A leader speaks, that leader dies
You dont have to follow me
Only you can set you free

You gave me fortune
You gave me fame
You me power in your gods name
Im every person you need to be
Im the cult of personality
Look into my eyes, what do you see?
Cult of personality
I know your anger, I know your dreams
Ive been everything you want to be
Im the cult of personality
Like mussolini and kennedy
Im the cult of personality
Cult of personality
Cult of personality

Neon lights, a nobel prize
The mirror speaks, the reflection lies
You dont have to follow me
Only you can set me free
I sell the things you need to be
Im the smiling face on your t.v.
Im the cult of personality
I exploit you still you love me

I tell you one and one makes three
Im the cult of personality
Like joseph stalin and gandi
Im the cult of personality
Cult of personality
Cult of personality

Neon lights a nobel prize
A leader speaks, that leader dies
You dont have to follow me
Only you can set you free

You gave me fortune
You gave me fame
You me power in your gods name
Im every person you need to be
Im the cult of personality